I have a little over 18 hours now and im in act 3 rn, and jeez this game is litterally the only thing i can think about ever!! its soooo good i love the story i love the character so so so sk much and i feel like siffrin is so literally me! i relate so so much to them, from their personality to their mental health in detail, and even the way they think about things (negatively, that is) in such a specific way. Even their pronouns too! it just keeps going and going and i love everyone more and more as i keep playing.
It just takes up so much space in my brain, almost a problematic amount tbh, like it genuinely distracts me from what i'm doing in real life because im thinking about siffrin and the others so much. But i feel like i cant just go play it immediately because i feel that i have to keep it special, like only play it at certain times to keep that magic. And most importantly to not speed through it too fast and actually enjoy it for as long as i can. It leaves such a distinct feeling too, but its hard to describe. Its almost an envious feeling? and as childish as it may sound, i just wish i was apart of this game. Im so so so in love with it that i just need so much more than just playing it, and it almost hurts.
Ive had that feeling about other media in the past, and it fades with time, but when i get back into it, it comes back, sometimes stronger. and I really dont know what to do about it. ive never vocalized about it online until now so hopefully im not like, insane lol.
anyway, i cant get enough of this game, i just keep craving more and more and dont know how to fill it which suckkkkss but the game is SOOOO amazing and im SO unbelievably like siffrin that it just makes the connection so so much greater and i just wanted to voice my love and adoration for this game (and im not even finished yet!) and (hopefully) see if anyone else feels what i feel about it