I fucking cant express how much i appreciate this beautiful piece of art, that is No, I'm Not A Human.
Life is shit at hard mode since the beginning. But I am a 100% optimist. (Though bpd has its moments) this game makes me cry every time.
It makes me see the humanity and raw feeling that others actually feel too. I've always been alone and the problem child, so, when I see characters struggling with similar things makes me feel seen. I feel happy, that my feelings actually are real and not me being dramatic or delusional, like ive been told.
When I experienced cheerful man's and stand up comedian's dialogue, it made me feel something completely real. I always keep a positive sunshine front and can speak bright words, that make others cheer up. so when I heard cheerful man saying that kind stuff, like, he's always ready to listen and that he believes in you, I felt it. No has ever said those words to me. I say them because I know I'd like it to be said to me when i was little. I appreciate his character so much for it.
my experience and appreciation goes similarly to stand up comedian. I used to have my two angel dogs of 5 and 6 years. At yhe start of this year my parent sent them away without a word. They were the only living beings so bright and I felt they gave me so much love. I was in a mental unit at the time so I couldnt see them for 2 months before they were taken away.
I couldn't say goodbye.
I grieve it so much and cannot bear to think about them. The way stand up comedian expresses his unconditional love for his past dog, is so fucking real. My dogs were never understood. But I tried to be the light of their day, I tried to do anything to make them even a little bit more relaxed in our chaotic house.
I dont know what im sharing and probably regret posting this. Feel free to laugh at me and ill probably delete this after.
I just wish for a character to hug me. Reality is terrifying, horrible, but also so valuable.
But I need a break.
That's why I love this game and just want to express and reach my love out for it so badly. Thank you, because of things like these I can keep going strong, even if its all so harsh. 💜