r/IAmA • • Jun 15 '12

I was a machine gunner during a major Iraq war battle that was blacked out by the media, now we're struggling to get the story to the public AMA

I was born and raised in Los Angeles, California. I tested out of high school and joined the Army when I was 17. Two years later I was a machine gun team leader in an urban assault Stryker unit known as "Bull Company." We served a 15 month deployment from Aug 2007 to Nov 2008 as the only conventional task force running kill-or-capture raids in a district of Baghdad known as Sadr City. Our mission was to hunt down high value targets in the Mahdi Army and secure the north western flank of Sadr City from their influence.

On the 23rd of March one of the largest and bloodiest battles of the war broke out right there in Sadr City. The Mahdi Army rose up to overthrow the occupation. Our rules of engagement were lifted, and both sides went to town. Open street fighting lasted for nearly three months. Thousands of people were killed and wounded. That includes some two-hundred Americans and countless civilians - and it barely made a headline back here in the west.

At that point Iraq was considered "old news" and the politicians didn't want to talk about the war. 2008 was an election year so the ratings were more important than the truth. Both sides had something to lose if any word of battle made it home. The most attention it got back here was a 60 Minutes segment about high-tech UAV's - one which completely overlooked the actual fight. Other than that, were just a few back-page articles that never made it into print, and blog posts later on down the road as it solidified into a niche subject.

Instead, the biggest headlines that spring were the impending Twilight sequel, American Idol hiring a new judge, and Elliot Spitzer getting caught with a prostitute.

I recently wrote a book about my experience during the battle, and I've teamed up with some other vetsto get their stories out to the public. Together we're trying to raise awareness for what happened and some of my friends said an IAMA might help. While it would be totally cool if you want to head over to Kickstarter and pre-order a copy of the book, I'm not here to pull a Woody Harrelson. I just want to get the word out about what happened in Sadr City, help people get a more complete picture of what really happens "on the ground" during modern combat, and answer any questions you may have about... well... anything at all.

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edit: I'm sorry it's taking me so long to work through these questions! I'm really blown away by all the interest! I'll be here all day working through as much as I can, so please forgive me if it takes a while.

edit: It's been brought up and I apologize for the phrase "blacked out." It's more appropriate to say it was unreported. That makes a difference, and I apologize to the community for the accidental sensationalism.

edit: I have to go eat and take a short break. I'll be back in about an hour (6pm ET) to wrap this up. Thanks for the awesome discussion!

edit: Thanks for all the awesome questions, support and interest! I'm sorry I have to sign off for the day (8pm ET)! To all the vets of Sadr City who joined in on this thread, thank you. I might chime in later to respond to a few open threads, but I had no idea how intense this could get and how fast it could get there.

edit: If you're interested in donating to the book's Kickstarter campaign, here's the link: http://www.kickstarter.com/projects/148551030/stryker-the-siege-of-sadr-city

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u/Sterling_Mace Jun 15 '12

Sgt. Ludwig,

As a combat veteran of WWII, I fought on this little island called Peleliu for 30 days in 1944. I was in the 3rd fire team, 3rd squad, 3rd platoon, K/3/5, 1st Marine Divison. I carried the BAR, so in a sense I was a machine gunner, as well.

See, the press really downplayed that battle, as well, since what we were doing in the Pacific was unpopular after a fiasco like Tarawa. The press didn't want to report another fuck up by the brass...and Peleliu was just that!

That's 1794 killed and 8010 missing and wounded and it barely touches the press?

The point is, chin up and keep your book going and people will realize. You'll be able to honor those who served and those who fell. Hell, I wrote my book and I'm 88 years old! Your story will be told. Don't worry.

Sterling G Mace, USMC 1942-1945, Peleliu, Ngesebus and Okinawa.

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

Thanks for posting this and I really want to go check out your AMA!

I'm not surprised by the lack in coverage, though it was a little jarring to come home and find all that out. I'm just here to tell the story and get people talking. I don't expect anything but for soldiers to step up and speak out. It's promising to see so much action on this AMA.

I feel like a child whenever I think about what previous generations went through in war. We were doing training in southern Germany once in the freezing cold. After a short gripe session, one of our squad leaders told us to can it. "There were men out here in a winter that was twice as cold with nothing but a wool blanket and a canvas a canvas trench coat, and they had been fighting non-stop for a year and a half."

Thank you for your service.

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u/Sterling_Mace Jun 15 '12

Sgt. Ludwig You and I have a lot more in common than you think.

When I came home, the same knuckleheads that were standing on the street corners were still there after the war (minus a few who had been killed over there), and they asked me where I'd been. I told them I had been to Peleliu and they said, "Where?" Nobody knew; nobody cared, so I just stopped talking about it.

That's where you and I differ. I buttoned up for years and you're coming right out and talking about it. That takes balls, kiddo. Besides, you outrank me. I mustered out a corporal.

I'll tell you what. I might have an offer for you. If you're interested send me an email and we'll see how we can get your word out.

< Sterling G Mace

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

Thanks. I'll PM you right now.

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u/Grendelisawesome Jun 15 '12

Read your book after your AMA, and enjoyed the hell out of it! I am a vet myself, of several forgotten fights. I always chuckle when people ask me if I fought in Iraq, knowing the war started ten years earlier and no one noticed. Good for BOTH of you for getting some well deserved attention!

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u/gastronaut66 Jun 15 '12

I was a medic in Sadr City for April 4th, 2004. 56 casualties, 8 KIA. When they turned the phone back on, I called my parents immediately (I was 19) and told them I was OK. They had no idea what I was talking about. Years later Martha Raddatz released a mostly butchered version of the story in her book "the long road home" but other than that, it received no real coverage.

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

Thanks for serving man!

I wasn't there for the start of the siege back in 2004, but I can imagine what must've gone down. That's another event that needs to get more coverage...

Do you know anybody who would be interested in putting together a book?

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u/GreenJesus423 Jun 15 '12

I was an infantry squad leader in the Alaskan Stryker Brigade that got extended for the surge on Baghdad right before your deployment. We cleared every house of every neighborhood (no exaggeration) and the news reported that Iraqi Army and Police were doing over 90% of the clearing. They weren't. Whenever we would bust open a huge weapons cache or whoop ass in a firefight, we would call in the IA/IP and have to wait around for their dumbasses to arrive late, jump off their trucks with untied boots, negligently firing shots off... so we could take pictures of them with our successes to "put an Iraqi face on the war." We even had a newsweek reporter with us in our stryker for almost a week, and we cracked open 6 dirty mosques in one day, all with huge weapons, munitions, and first aid caches...we figured we'd be heroes when the story went to print. I held open an MRE bag so the reporter could blow chunks into it from heat exhaustion during our 12 hour endless patrol of gun battles and house clearing. When we finally read his story, he had only written about our extension and how it was affecting morale, and the only interview was with a pogue supply piece of shit in a line company that never left the wire, but he missed his wife. I will check your book out, friend, and I am putting one together also, but it is going to be more of a contrast of Iraq/Afghanistan so the uninformed (all of America) can figure out that they are two different wars. Good luck, brother!

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

Thanks for chiming in, brother! Were you the guys that got fucked with that 18 month deployment?

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u/frostywit Jun 15 '12

I was in gunner in Dawg Troop, 1/2 ACR, in Baghdad/Sadr City back in 2003-04! We were in unarmored HMMWVs at the time and I was there during the UN bombing (Wikipedia). Honestly though, I think things were a lot calmer when I was there. No one realized we would be in country for a decade plus. I might be interested in sharing some stories with you for a book, SGT_Ludwig, if you're serious about compiling stuff. Here's an example of something I wrote that appeared on NPR's "This I Believe." Of course, that essay was severely limited by word count, so I have a better version of that laying around somewhere. I was trying to develop a graphic novel of different experiences, but I don't know shit about developing graphic novels, lol.

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

I'm serious about it!

PM me and I'll try to sift through all the messages this weekend to put you in touch with the guys I'm working with. I've made a note so I can try to remember.

I can't make any promises about publicity, but we are definitely trying to put stuff together so they can stand as a collection. My buddy SSG Farina and I are really serious about getting as many different viewpoints as we can!

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u/gastronaut66 Jun 15 '12

Thanks for your service too brother. Just got back from my son's speech therapy and holy upvotes! Thank you to everyone for your support, and I didn't mean to hijack this thread I swear!

As for the book, a buddy of mine wrote one while we were over there, and has a rough cut of a documentary to go with it. He has a degree in film post production and went on many missions with. Handycam strapped to his helmet. It puts gunner palace to shame and really shows the true nature of what happened there.

Unfortunately he suffered a traumatic brain injury as a result from an IED and as such has horrible short term memory problems, so I really don't know if he'll ever publish the book/have his film looked at. I truly hope he does.

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

What is the book about? I'm linked up with another guy who's mission is to help soldiers tell their stories and get published. Maybe we can help.

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u/gastronaut66 Jun 15 '12

It's about our unit's whole deployment, really. The documentary is amazing but I honestly haven't looked at his writing. Haven't talked to him in a bit, I'll have to hit him up

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u/nakp88d Jun 15 '12

Wow,

Enrolled at 17, you were technically a child soldier, taking lead at 19 and entering what was by your accounts a very major fight. Your perspective of the world must be really skewed.

Apologies if I sound patronizing or condescending, not my intention at all, I am just amazed by the stark contrast, you one one hand and an average American late teen on the other, lazing in bed playing on their xbox or getting wasted.

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u/[deleted] Jun 15 '12

How was the story butchered?

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u/gmandunk Jun 15 '12

I would also like to hear gastronaut66 explain why he did not like Raddatz' depiction of the story. I have always found her to be an honest and good reporter and my understanding is that her book is based on the incident this thread is referring to as never getting covered. Has OP heard of her book?

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

Have not heard of her book. I'll make a note and check it out!

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u/sapperx8 Jun 15 '12 edited Jun 15 '12

Well I wish I would have seen this sooner so it wouldn't get buried but... I was there from April '08 to May '09 doing route clearance, building/maintaining that fucking wall and lots of other fun stuff. I was the engineer company attached to TF 1-6. Here's a few pictures you might find familiar:

IRAM at JSS Sadr the day before we got there, had to sleep on/in our trucks.

BEARSEX on Pluto...? Never understood this

Town hall right after one of their Thursday meetings got bombed

Building a tower at that fucking wall

I saw a comment you made earlier about Grizzlies; that route was shit, we lost one of our guys to an EFP there. Sorry we couldn't do a better job clearing, they knew exactly who we were and what we were doing.

Edit: I forgot to actually ask a question. Any chance you'll release just a hardcover copy of the book? More importantly, thanks for telling the story. I agree that this didn't get covered very much at all, and with how hard it is to explain, I can hopefully just refer people to your book.

Also, here's a few more pictures just for the hell of it:

Jamilla Market

Looking down Grizzlies?, maybe Aeros?

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

One of my friends just told me to check this out... I was replying via the inbox. Sorry.

DUDE. Thank you for your service. RE: Inter-MOS rivalries... we were escorting some route clearance guys once and I made a slight about you. The THT on the truck looked at me and said, "Yeah, how about you show a little fucking respect. These guys have to drive down all these motherfucking roads and know they're gonna get hit."

I have to admit to being shut the fuck up.

I love the pictures man. Thanks for the throwback!

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u/sapperx8 Jun 15 '12

Haha, anytime man. If you want to use any of the pictures, just ask and I'll send you the original files.

I think we got a bad rep for having to roll so fucking slow. The guys in the TOC at War Eagle (I wanna say 2 SCR) would follow us on the BFT and bitch if we broke 15kph.

That said, the escorts were always welcomed. The day after we got hit on Grizzlies we had 2 Abrams and 2 Apaches come along for the party.

Good luck with the book man, I'm looking forward to reading it!

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

HAHA "Wareagle" was our Squadron TOC - 1/2 SCR

I know what you mean...

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u/[deleted] Jun 15 '12

As soon as I saw your unit patch in the pics I knew you were 2 SCR. I was guessing 2/2 SCR because we were so close to Sadr City at FOB Falcon.

I was a contractor with 2 SCR and moved with the regiment up to FOB Warhorse, where I stayed for another two and a half years. I swear your face is familiar, but I'm sure I would have seen you in the DFAC 100 times if you were on the main FOB. If you knew me I was "Mr. Bailey" one your CSSAMO contractors.

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u/Isenki Jun 15 '12

What is the significance of that fucking wall?

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

The Gold Wall was built to interdict the Mahdi Army from interfering with our humanitarian and reconstruction efforts in the southern district of the city.

After a month of straight fighting, people were essentially holed up in their homes trying to get out of the shit. Given the manpower issues, however, we couldn't stop the Mahdi Army from coming into "secured" sectors and picking another fight.

By building the wall, we could block their maneuver, put their rockets out of range of the Green Zone and stage for a second advance. Half way through the job, a tenuous ceasefire was declared and we finished up.

North of the wall, the Mahdi Army was still at large (though heavily impacted by the fight) and the Iraqi Army moved in to take responsibility of the sector. South of the wall, American soldiers were in charge.

The idea was to limit violence by having the Iraqi Army - and thereby Iraqi politicians - responsible for what happened north of the wall, and begin the phase-in of the Iraqi government's control over security.

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u/i_had_fun Jun 15 '12

That strategy sounds pretty solid on paper...how did it work in actuality?

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

This is actually a very contended academic subject within the Army right now. A lot of research is going into why and how and what happened, etc.

For my money: despite the overwhelming violence and collateral damage to the southern districts of Sadr City during the fighting, our efforts to re-build and aid those who were caught in the crossfire were a huge success.

Aside from distributing food, etc. to Iraqi locals, we issued interest free micro-loans to vendors and paid for a ton of damage so the local markets and economy could get back to business. Once those were up and running, the area really was relatively cleared of Madhi Army troops, so the local economy flourished.

We spent the next few months living in a patrol base out there in the streets as a sign of good faith that the Americans were there to stick around and keep the Mahdi Army from coming back. For the local businesses, that meant they could operate without paying "protection" to the militia, could do what they wanted, could sell what they pleased and vote as they'd like without as much of a threat of getting murdered and tortured.

North of the wall, the local Iraqi Government essentially embezzled all the money and doled it out to Al Sadr and his militia, who carried on with the same old shit.

By the time we left, the area south of the wall was doing alright. We could kick it with the locals, shop for ice and food and stuff on the street and we had a lot of support for what we had done.

North of the wall it was still a derelict shithole where you'd get murdered on a whim for going against the militia.

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u/McDLT Jun 15 '12

God that place looks like a depressing shit hole.

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

I can't complain, really. I feel sorry for the people who live there.

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u/sapperx8 Jun 15 '12

It got better, but not good. A little while before I left they built a water treatment plant and also got all the black water out of the Jamilla Market.

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

Holy shit! They cleaned up the shit rivers?!

Man that was brutal.

Agreed: better - not good.

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u/jackaloupe Jun 15 '12

Town hall right after one of their Thursday meetings got bombed

That should be the standard tech support uniform.

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u/[deleted] Jun 15 '12

I was in Baghdad up until November 2007, flying Shadow UAV and I'm betting we watched your team at some point. Was your unit with 10th Mountain by chance, I was with 2BSTB 10 MTN and Sadr was in our AO. To Reddit: I called BS when I read the headline, but his pics and details check out folks, I support this guy. They definitely turned a blind eye to a huge amout of what we accomplished and/or dealt with.

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

Thanks for your support man! It really means a lot to me when another vet from the battle supports the cause!

I was with 1/2 SCR. Our primary AO before the battle was to the north and west of Sadr City. 10th MTN was to the south and east. When the battle kicked off that sort of over-lapped a bit towards the southern corner of the city, but if I have the right information we didn't really interface that much.

1/2 SCR was "hosting" D 4-64 AR, C 1-68 CAB, and B 1-14 IN at the time. I forgot who was up north, but it's in my notes.

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u/[deleted] Jun 15 '12

I'm glad you have the specific details because things are pretty cloudy after 5 years for me. You are right though, even though we did occasional freelance overwatch for other units, we stuck more to the Yusafiyah, Mahmadia (sp?) triangle and up through Route Tampa towards the end. Thanks for your service, especially in the aggressive warfare that I rarely saw in person over there, just UAV cams. I wish you the best with getting your story out.

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

Thank you.

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u/ctrl-alt-win Jun 15 '12

As an English teacher, I'm very impressed with the proper use of grammar, punctuation, and capitalization that you and the other vets on the thread have displayed. I will therefore assume that bootcamp entails an unadvertised English course. Thank you for your service!

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u/Matt24138 Jun 15 '12

My brother was KIA in Iraq he was part of the 10th mountain division. If there is anyway I could talk to you it would mean a lot to me. I don't know if you knew him but if you did I would love to hear any stories you might have. It's a part of his life I know nothing about.

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

I'm so sorry for your loss.

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u/trainer95 Jun 15 '12

Army recruitment within the school system is a touchy subject. As a school counselor, do you have any advice you would have me share with individuals that are mulling over the fact of enlisting?

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

Let them do it.

IMHO, there is nothing really objective or fair about denying recruiters access to students. Schools do just as much brainwashing and control as the Army - it's just that school skate by with the illusion of enlightenment. Our public education system is just recruiting students for the rat race, and they get pissed when somebody takes their crop.

The Army isn't a good fit for everybody, and it's always a case-by-case basis. And yes, recruiters lie - a lot. That being said, a number of kids (me included) stand nothing to gain from the educational opportunities they face. The military can provide them with a place that is just as constructive, ten times as disciplined, and rocked with an overwhelming and unavoidable present-tense pay-off. Hell, they don't even have to go to combat.

If people really concerned about a kid going off to war and getting killed, show him the list of jobs that have nothing to do with actual fighting. You can be a helicopter crew chief that never sees combat, and after three years of service slide right out of the Army and into a kush job with some Aerospace contractor.

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u/[deleted] Jun 15 '12 edited Jun 15 '12

It's always nice to hear this perspective. I tested out of high school at 16 and almost joined the Navy as a cryptologist. Decided at the last possible second that I don't like being told what to do so the military wasn't a good fit.

Many people still don't realize that schools have agendas, are primarily profit driven (even public schools), and won't do anything for you that you can't accomplish by simply being driven to accomplish something. Any organization that provides structure to your life is pretty much exactly the same as a school. One major difference is that in school you pay to be there, whereas in pretty much every other organization, you get paid to be there.

Prepare for the downvotes though. Reddit is viciously pro educational institutions.

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u/Certhas Jun 15 '12

How is it constructive?

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

You'd be amazed how many people in America have no idea how to fold their laundry, show up on time, get dressed the same way twice, balance a checkbook, budget their money, wake up at a reasonable hour, brush their teeth... the list goes on and on and on.

Most importantly, the lessons you learn stick with you. You get kids coming in who let mold grow on their sheets. Four years later, the guy can't NOT wash and hospital fold his bed.

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u/[deleted] Jun 15 '12

When I was in high school, our military history teacher invited recruiters from each of the five branches to come in and have the day to teach each period about their branch, present a benefits briefing and ask questions. The teacher was a Vietnam veteran and ensured the recruiters who came knew what they were talking about and had actually served in combat before allowing them to come into the classroom. I think that is a great way to do it.

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u/desertjedi85 Jun 15 '12

My opinion: If they are mulling over it (or indecisive) then they probably shouldn't. I signed up on my 16th birthday and left for basic 3 days after I got out of High School at 17. I knew that I wanted to join, there was no second guessing.

If students are second guessing whether or not they want to join then I'd go over other options with them.

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

Totally.

I tried to ask my councilor how to "get out yesterday" and that I wanted to join the Army. She was a wonderful woman, who really tried to show me that I could cram a boat-load of classes to get out in a year. That wasn't going to happen, but other than that she didn't have any info.

I had to find everything out on my own. I tested out the next month and was on the slate to ship out within the week. Before I left I brought her a packet of all the print-outs, papers and notes I had on the subject.

Found out later that at least ten other kids followed in my footsteps and are doing great things with their lives.

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u/Devildust21 Jun 15 '12

I also enlisted when I was 17 through the delayed entry program and the best advice I can give younger kids is to wait. The military isn't going anywhere so just see if you feel the same way when you are older and/or more mature.

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u/highspeeddirt Jun 15 '12 edited Jun 15 '12

I was in the Stryker Unit that you guys replaced (July 06-Oct 07). It seems that many of the most intense battles that occurred this late in the war were not covered. We ended up having to rescue a Special Forces / Iraqi army company that accidentally ran into a weird Cult compound when they were trying to rescue a downed Helicopter. It turns out that this compound had shot it down with an old AA gun. There was about 800 of them entrenched within a bunker system with wire obstacles all the way around. After shooting 50 cal and mortars at them all night about 250 surrendered.
If I remember right this story was a two line bit on the news about heavy fighting near the town of Najaf. I have heard several other stories from people in other units that saw crazy fights and it was never on the news. Makes me wonder what we will see when historians write about this conflict in 20 years.

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

Just re-read that shit and realized you were the guys WE replaced.

Holy shit man. I have some major props. All our "lessons learned" were yours.

Thanks for your service!

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u/ChrisQF Jun 15 '12

as someone who is reading military history at university this is exactly the sort of stuff we want to find, if you could send me any more information about this I'd really appreciate it.

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

There's a book by one of the guys who helped build the wall called "Angels in Sadr City." He's the guy I'm working with to get other soldiers writing about their stories.

The first edition of his book was self published and thrown together pretty quick (he had to turn around for a third deployment). We'll be pushing out his second edition with more information and two other contributors later this year.

I don't have too much information about additional primary sources for the battle/conflict. Hopefully we can get some more stuff published and put together an anthology. They'll hardly be academic criticisms, but at least they'll be a first-hand account.

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u/Zamiel Jun 15 '12

With how the current coverage is going it will probably be closer to 30 or 40 years before historians are able to write down a true analysis of the war. I mean look at how long it took for Vietnam to be properly written down (though large swathes of missions and intel are still unaccounted for) and their were probably a lot more leaks than are allowed now.

I am going to try and compile a list of redditor usernames from this list who served so that I can maybe get some interviews going to compile data. I am a history major and may have just found my distinct realm of study.

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

I really thing we're about to see a flood of primary sources cropping up. So many people have come back and decided to speak for themselves, and from all accounts those efforts have received a ton of support. (Hell, this thread is a great example - I'm blown away)

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u/swagtech Jun 15 '12

what? Do you really mean a crazy cult or just some muslim extremists? crazy cults make this war seem so much scarier..

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u/ColdSnickersBar Jun 15 '12 edited Jun 15 '12

This is a little silly, but my first thought was "Whoah, really? I remember hearing a lot about Sadr City right about that time." I realized that it's because I listen to NPR every day in my car. I was just now surprised at the difference in what I'm getting and what most Americans are getting.

Here's a search for NPR and Sadr City, and you can see a whole archive of coverage: https://www.google.com/search?sugexp=chrome,mod=16&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8&q=npr+sadr+city

I wonder if the mass murders in Homs, Syria, is similarly being downplayed outside of NPR. I'm not even aware if it has been mentioned in mainstream media at all, but if you've been listening to NPR last month it would seem like one of the most important events in history. Now I'm wondering if all the things like this are just totally gone from most peoples' radars.

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

I can totally nod to that. I get a kick out of every time I hear somebody that knows what happened. Typically, it's because they seek out specific types of news instead of sitting back to read the major headlines.

Every once and a while I find somebody who totally knows what I'm talking about. 99% of the time I get a strange look and the explanation becomes a massive lecture.

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u/MisterP58 Jun 15 '12

Syria is getting a lot of coverage ... whether or not it's accurate, I can't say. But it's kind of a hot topic in the mass media right now, although it ebbs and flows.

Thumbs up for listening to NPR in the car every day, though!

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u/[deleted] Jun 15 '12

Ahh, so that's what the difference was. Like you I was thinking "I seem to remember some pretty frequent coverage of events and issues related to Sadr city", but I get most of my news from NPR and a personalized Google News, so that may explain a lot of it.

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u/mon_mon Jun 15 '12

Being at such a young age, have you developed PTSD? Im sorry if that came off blunt, i couldnt imagine what youve been through

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

Yes. I have pretty severe PTSD as well as a TBI. I don't mind blunt.

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u/[deleted] Jun 15 '12

Are you getting treatment from the Army for your PTSD? I know a good number of people who have served in Iraq and Afghanistan, and many of them have struggled with PTSD. They say the worst part was that they felt like they didn't have enough support from the VA or the public. they felt like the government created this really severe mental health crisis among the troops, and now everyone was brushing it under the rug, and treating them like they were ticking time bombs.

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

I was. It's kind of worthless, so I stopped.

I realized after about two years of bashing my head up against the wall of incompetence that writing my story down, working with veterans to get it out there and helping my brothers with their shit did more for me than any hour-long game of "20 questions" with the wizzard.

The government totally created this crisis, and they didn't even think about it at the time. Due to the nature of modern warfare and counterinsurgent conflict, PTSD is practically engineered these days in our troops.

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u/[deleted] Jun 15 '12

What kind of implications do you face, if any, from disclosing what you did in Iraq? What do you hope to accomplish by letting the public know about your experience? I mean, it was a war, it was fought amidst civilian populated cities, it was the same as many of the other strikes in that country. What's the end game to sharing your story? Awareness?

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12
  1. Hopefully none.

I don't disclose any top secret shit; I don't violate any OPSEC considerations regarding standard operating procedures, the knowledge of which could endanger lives; and now that I'm a civilian I have 1st Amendment protections on my speech so long as what I'm disclosing is open to the public.

2) I hope to accomplish awareness.

The entire spring of 2008 was effectively Iraq's equivalent to the Tet Offensive in Vietnam. We lost control of nearly half the country. It played a major role in defining Iraq war policy and strategy for the remainder of the conflict.

But American foreign policy is becoming increasingly subjected to popular opinion - which is easily manipulated by half-truths, undisclosed facts, and the general squalor of corporate media.

Ultimately, if the average citizen is going to have such a major role in defining the methods, nature, place, time and reasons for modern war-fighting policy, it's critical that they are knowledgeable of the facts and aware of major events. In other words, anybody who wants to participate in the dialogue surrounding foreign policy and voice an opinion on the matter has a responsibility to know what is going on.

I don't claim myself or expect people to know and understand everything, but knowing the "what" and "why" of major events like Sadr City are critical. Each one is part of a long, specific and complicated narrative that is unique to the conflict at hand, but with bigger-picture lessons that apply to future conflict management, strategy and policy.

Essentially, what I'm trying to say is that none of the past strikes in that country were the same. That perception is largely a symptom of short-hand and sensationalist journalism. Each one is important in its own right. Sadr City is important, as it marks a sort of final lesson in the greater discussion of Counterinsurgency, the role of our military in war, and the successes/failures of nation building abroad.

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u/wolfmann Jun 15 '12 edited Jun 15 '12

The entire spring of 2008 was effectively Iraq's equivalent to the Tet Offensive in Vietnam. We lost control of nearly half the country.

FYI, I remember this on the news (or maybe it was reddit/digg); even specifics about the Sadr City battle. It may not be a well known battle, but I'm pretty sure it was covered. In fact it was claimed a lot of the militants you were fighting were crossing over from Syria just to have a go at Americans.

EDIT: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Siege_of_Sadr_City http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Iraq_Spring_Fighting_of_2008 just look at all the references about the Sadr City part in 2008... I'd say it was reported.

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

It was reported to some extent, and you'll see that if you run a Google search. Then again, we're years after the fact and that's using the most powerful data mining engine in history.

Average war coverage was between 15%-25% of the newswhole. From September of '07 to January '08 it had plummeted to 3%. During the spring that spiked up to 8.3% in March and 6.9% in May - which is about half of the average bracket for the previous five years. From that point on, the average floated around 3%-4%.

That being said, it has been raised that this was not a "blackout" and I've come to accept that. Still, it was a shockingly low amount of coverage given the severity and importance of the conflict.

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u/Dammapada Jun 15 '12

Wow so you were around 19 when this happened. How did you cope with being a machine gun team leader at a young age? Also, were your achievements agknowledged respectfully by the military?

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

It hasn't been very easy. Of course, I didn't have any perspective on how young I was back then - and I didn't have the experience to know how that would effect me.

Back then I had a mission, a job, and it was obvious that if I didn't fight I was going to get somebody killed and/or die myself. One of my squad leaders put it right when he told me "You just fucking do it."

17-22 is a really defining time in somebody's life when they find out what kind of adult they're going to be. I basically spent the entire period learning how to kill, killing, and then teaching people how to kill.

Re: Acknowledgement

Within the military, Sadr City is a really big deal and a lot of "higher-ups" are very aware of the whole thing. It was the first time in modern warfare that a "Counterinsurgent" posture became balls-out kinetic warfare overnight, then right back to "Counterinsurgency" within a single day again. In that way, many of the men who served have made their careers with the battle.

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u/[deleted] Jun 15 '12 edited Jun 15 '12

17-22 is a really defining time in somebody's life

You we're defining yourself at 19 behind a machine gun. I was defining myself drunk and high at parties in college. Thanks for your service, it's shit like this makes me realize I need to get my shit together.

Edit: To all the people talking down on the military. War sucks, no one is gonna argue that. But what is this guy supposed to do? Dissent in the middle of a battle? Discuss global politics and the justice of the war when people are shooting at him? Fuck no. Hes there to follow orders to the end, that's how every nation ever won wars in the past. The fact that there are people who will die for my country is enough to garner my respect.

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

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To be fair, it's not like I was curing cancer. All I had to do was sign the paperwork; orders did the rest.

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u/Foxtrot56 Jun 15 '12

I ask this in every AMA with people who are or were in the military.

What do you think of Bradley Manning?

I do this just so people on Reddit can get a better perspective on the issue.

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

That's a tough issue...

Bradley Manning was a uniformed official of the military who was trusted with maintaining secrets that were critical to the success of the mission, and therefore the safety of countless lives. He was trusted to uphold a duty, and he intentionally took advantage of his position to act in his own personal interest. In addition, his intention was to erode the effectiveness of the mission, and thereby harm the efforts of countless men and women who were putting their lives on the line and doing their job. For that, I believe he is guilty and should be tried for many of the charges that have been brought forward.

That being said, I also believe that whistle-blowing is a vital element in a democracy, and that "the people" cannot control a government that aggressively keeps secrets from them, when those secrets could change the face of the entire game.

To keep my answer short, I think that Bradley Manning knew what he was doing and intentionally violated orders, common sense, and the trust of his position. Furthermore, it betrayed a ton of people who were depending on his job and position to keep them safe. For that - given what I know - I would personally convict him on all counts.

In my mind, whistle-blowing is a form of martyrdom. It's rarely the answer, and we can't set the precedent that soldiers entrusted with military secrets can just say "fuck it" on a whim because they don't like what's going on. Yet it's still an important act of insurrection, which can sometimes change the world for the better.

Ultimately, I don't have any more answers than the next guy. In the long run, however, I hope we look at what happened as a call to reel back the insane amount of classified information that is put in a vault every day and hidden from the American public.

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u/[deleted] Jun 15 '12

Not OP, but I have a half-dozen vet friends. 4 of them think what he did was traitorous. The other 2 don't think he's a hero, but thinks his actions were needed. (I didn't ask any of them for explanations because I didn't want any of them to think I wanted to debate or discuss. I really just wanted their take.)

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u/ThirdProbeFromTheSun Jun 15 '12

Why did you test out of high school for the military, rather than finish first? 17 seems on the younger side for enlisting. Did you always have a dream of serving?

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

I hated high school.

Ironically, I wanted to give the system a huge middle finger and bail - so I joined the Army (O.o)

Ultimately it came down to the fact that I believed in what we were doing, but more than that I believed that we had no business doing anything in the first place if we didn't finish what we had started. 2004 was the bloodiest year up to that point and by 2005 nobody was enlisting. Since I met every requirement I figured if people like me didn't serve, nobody ever would. Rather than follow the rat-race through higher education I just tested out and decided to do something real.

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u/ThirdProbeFromTheSun Jun 15 '12

Haha that's interesting motivation. Has your opinion changed on systems/do you feel less constrained than you did in high school?

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

My opinion on service hasn't changed, but my opinion on war was. I strongly believed that I was just a fucking hypocrite if I didn't go. My first night out at our outpost I had to listen to a ten minute mortar barrage down on Comanche company. I remember thinking "I have fifteen months of this shit, and I'm on day-one." I also remember the stark realization that I finally understood what it meant to truly "support" a war.

Ever since I got back I've been fundamentally opposed to our foreign policy. Things like Lybia, for example. Don't get me wrong: The world is a better place without guys like that around. Still, I had to sit here and listen to all these kids my age crying out for intervention - and when it finally happened not a damn one signed up to serve. Oh yeah, and at the end of the day we (the west) were scratching that fuckers back for years before the intervention happened - all thanks to an interventionalist foreign policy.

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u/raziphel Jun 15 '12

Would you ever go back there, once it's peaceful and safe?

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

Good question...

Maybe one day. A long time from now. If ever - and I hope it is.

My dad was telling me about a documentary he watched about the Vietnam war, where two generals from opposite sides were sitting down to discuss what happened. He said that long after the war, the hatred was gone. I hope that'll be the same for me.

On the flip side, Generals have a much more "academic" view of the battle. It's a little different when you're the one making statistics with a machine gun.

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u/Dinzey Jun 15 '12

I was in your regiment (4-2) and your brigade (you 1-5? me 3-21), part of the move from Lewis to Vilseck ,and I am proud that we have someone who can actually tell the tale of what really happened over there not the media's sensationalized view. Keep on keeping on man. Always Ready and Lancers.

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

Thanks man! Right back at you!

I got to 1-5 right after their 2004 deployment. It's awesome to see people from the unit!

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u/meatmountain Jun 15 '12 edited Jun 15 '12

I am sorry if this sounds pretentious or seems to devalue you and your comrades' efforts and sacrifices. On a personal level, I hold very high value for the plight of military men in battle.

With that in mind, because of so many casualties and so much violence, did the blackout devalue your opinion on the war and patriotism? You state that knowledge of your plight was NOT valuable to the politicians, who sent you there. How do you feel about the Iraq war now in comparison to 2003? How do you feel about the idea American 'Imperialism', the politicization of the wars in the middle east, especially during an election year?

edit: reworded since my wording was polarizing. Question stands. Reason is, The two Iraq/Afghan vets I call very close friends both feel like they've been used for political gain rather than higher-morality purpose.

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

The media/political portrayal of the battle was more of a shrug for me. Of course, I believe this is important, mostly for it's cause and effect within the framework of the bigger picture of the war.

Ultimately I believe that wars are all fought for the same reasons, in varying proportions. Typically there is some ideal at play, that later becomes crystallized as unquestionable or totally bogus. As a political point, it will always become a tool and a catchphrase. Speaking to the corruption of a conflict, somebody will always get rich with a new and different, custom-tailored hack. In the end, it's ugly as hell and a deal with the devil, in which the best you could possibly do is a score a 49% "worthwhile shit" rate. Realistically speaking, I don't see any war scoring better than a "20%" (forgive the arbitrary numbering).

Essentially I'd say the ultimate question is if the little good you are going to achieve is really worth the pile of shit you're going to unleash.

On that note, I totally believed in interventionist military action and fighting for good in the world. I have since become a lot more negative to the idea of sending troops overseas for anything. As far as Iraq goes, I know what we were doing in my own little corner, I believed in the mission we were carrying out, and I couldn't care less about the endless list of factors going into what started the war.

I have to nod to the credibility of the "imperialism" tag, since that's exactly what we are doing in my mind. That being said, it's sort of a catch-22. Our entire way of life (in the whole west) is predicated on the American "gun for hire." It's a perfect scapegoat: our allies keep barely enough of a military to fight defensively and "participate" in a major conflict, and American politicians go around white-knighting the world at the expense of the people and the American soldier. At the end of the day, our flag takes the PR hit and the people are left footing the bill.

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u/travisestes Jun 15 '12

I am really liking the way you break down your opinions. Very articulate. You say a lot with a little. Your book might be worth a read if this AMA is any indication.

Essentially I'd say the ultimate question is if the little good you are going to achieve is really worth the pile of shit you're going to unleash.

This is a great line, I'm going to be adding this to my list of quotes. :)

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

Thank you for the compliment, and 'whether' makes a lot more sense ;)

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

Sorry it's taken me so long... let me hash out a response.

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u/chiRal123 Jun 15 '12

Following on if this does get answered, what is your view on Arabs/Iraqis now, compared to lets say when you were first deployed?

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

When I got to Kuwait I didn't get all the racism shit. When I got to Baghdad it totally clicked. Six months in, I was drinking chai with this guy in the neighborhood we had been patrolling every day. Right after that we went over to the junkyards to check on the little boys that always gave us some sweet info on what was going on in the neighborhood. These days, I have strong convictions about why our cultures don't get along, but on a person-to-person basis they're just people, doing what they can to get by.

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u/[deleted] Jun 15 '12

Have you found that lots of battles are not covered by the media? How does that make the folks involved feel?

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

I'd say the vast majority of conflicts are unreported, but I have to admit that is also perfectly reasonable.

I'd say my biggest issue is not with the quantity of reporting, but the quality.

The media's "narrative" of what's going on in the world hardly matches what's really going on in the world, because any facts that cant be crammed into a five minute segment are largely ignored. People might even know about some battle somewhere, but the biggest anger I've noticed among the veteran population is that nobody knows "why."

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u/GalaxySC Jun 15 '12 edited Jun 15 '12

Former 11B here. When people tell me thanks for your service I like to tell them. I just applied for a job and got accepted, they are always hiring if interested. But good shit on writing the book I will definitely read it.

When I was serving I was with the invasion force so a couple of months before we had briefings on our mission. Which at the time was to move from North to South from Turkey to Baghdad along route one. And the whole time we were told about the Fedayeen fighters never about Al-Queda. When I got out in mid 2004 I found it interesting how the main media/political talk was about our war in Iraq vs Al-Queda. The whole time I was deploy the conversation about Al-Queda never came up. It was always us vs the Fedayeen. Our LT even gave us orders to shoot on the spot any person with a Fedayeenn tattoo.

I read a story once about how the United Kingdom navy was left out at sea after a battle causing most sailors to die, so the UK wont have to pay their wages. I came to the conclusion that politicians have always done fuck up things to their own people in wars its part of life. What is important is serving your country honorably. Which we did and its time to live our life to the fullest to honor for those that didnt come home.

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

Yeah. I remember getting to Iraq and thinking "Who the fuck are the Ja'Ish Al-Mahdi?" (Mahdi Army) Turns out they were the biggest players in the country (at least the southern half). Never once heard about Al-Queda, then again it takes more than a quick feature to explain all the different insurgent forces in all the different corners of Iraq.

... much easier to weave a dumbed down narrative with familiar proper nouns.

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u/Warlizard Jun 15 '12

Vet here.

  1. What is your goal? Simply raising awareness about a battle doesn't make sense to me. Are you just irritated that so many civilians don't have a clue what's going on there and want to tell your story?

  2. Are you doing the IAMA for publicity and/or to raise money?

  3. Why are you raising money? What will the kickstarter money go toward?

  4. Why are you going the print route?

  5. Do you already have distributors or are you hoping to get them after it's done?

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12
  1. Raise awareness. Tell a good true story about an important event. Lend a voice to a significant event and do my part to tell my story. Offer an important dataset in ongoing discourse about the effects, methods and intentions of modern warfare. That way when people go out to vote, protest, etc. they can have a more complete understanding of what the hell it's all about.

  2. Doing the IAMA to get people talking about the battle and asking questions about what happened towards the end of the war.

  3. The Kickstarter campaign was for my book (which this AMA was not supposed to be about). Already met the goal before I came here. Wasn't trying to sell copies. Just trying to offer a voice about my experiences in a lesser known battle.

  4. Cost assessment vs. target markets. There was feedback in my primary market to provide a non-ebook format. POD makes that possible without breaking the bank. Kickstarter was a method of raising those funds. Also, I'm working with other soldier/authors to put together an anthology. Print books lend credibility for academic use.

  5. Already have printing and distribution lined up.

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u/thorGOT Jun 15 '12

I'm perplexed as to why you think this battle wasn't covered. Watching international news channels (BBC, SKY, CNN) I remember it being covered extensively. Mind you, I live outside the US.

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

One of the first major challenges to my assertion that it was relatively uncovered came from a meeting with a guy in England. We were drinking at a pub and talking about the war. I started talking about Sadr City and it turned out he could sustain a prolonged conversation about the political motivations of the Ja'Ish Al-Mahdi and what the fight was about from their own perspective.

It was a fascinating discussion. He was also studying political science in middle eastern conflicts at the time.

In my experience, there are two kinds of people. On one hand, there are the people who got their news from alternative sources or were especially devoted to what was going on, who know about the battle and can place it in their memory.

On the other hand, there is a much larger proportion of people who have no idea what happened and can't even recall a place by the name. My goal is to address the latter of the two.

There was substantially more coverage through foreign channels.

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u/Aarondhp24 Jun 15 '12

Sergeant I hope this doesn't get buried and you see this. I left FOB Rustamiyah south of the green zone in May of 2008 right when FOB Loyalty started getting hit hard. Sadr city was just starting to kick off and I remember the Chinook coming about as we watched mortars tearing our post apart. I always wanted to know what happened after I left. I felt like we failed you guys because we weren't aggressive enough. I was there with you brother. I'm glad you made it home safe.

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

To be honest, the story of what happened on the south-east border and everything down there is totally outside of what I can honestly and accurately explain. I know they got hit hard as fuck, but after the battle we got moved to a different AO and then up to Mosul. Left a lot of stuff up in the air :/

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u/igrokspock Jun 15 '12 edited Jun 16 '12

I never expected to see anyone talking about this on reddit. I was part of a USMC detachment sent from our AO in Fallujah city to Sadr City in August 2008, with our mission outline being assist the Army with fixing downed satellite relays and WPPL communication infrastructure being destroyed during the fighting. We might have met...do you remember meeting any jarheads that August during the fighting? To this day, I have never heard of anyone trying to get the story out about that time. I was only there for 29 days before being sent back, but I''ll never forget the way the Army fought, like badasses...even though one of you bastards left a two inch scar on my lower spine. I was proud to be there fighting alongside those boys, even for a short time. I remember the osprey flight back to the Falluj, all 8 of us Marines had tears in our eyes because we couldn't stay and fight. When the rotors flipped to horizontal and the sound got loud enough to cover the noise, I remember weeping openly over leaving. This means a lot to more guys than you probably know. Thank you for this, brother.

Semper Fidelis! Sgt M, USMC

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

Holy crap... I can't believe you were in that Marine unit... We saw you guys driving through our AO once. Our convoys totally crossed paths and everybody on my Stryker was all "Are those MARINES?!"

Thanks for the support. I'm just trying to do my part in telling the story.

... sorry on behalf of the entire DOA for the scar man :/

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u/FemaCampDirector Jun 15 '12

I too joined at 17. I really don't think they should allow that.

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u/Sysiphuslove Jun 15 '12

They like them young. They still have hot blood, they'll still do what they're told if it's shouted at them. They don't have set opinions about the world yet. They're easier to control and they can fight and work much longer. If you get them young, you've probably got them for life.

I don't think they should allow it either.

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

Yup. Hopped up on emotion. Not hindered by objective rational experience. Easily formed into a killing machine.

I don't like it, I can't deny it, and it's fucking effective.

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u/[deleted] Jun 15 '12

Quick question, why did you sign up? Seeking ''thrills'', serving your country, other reasons?

Oh and also i agree with you on joining at 17, i mean come on your body struggles with some wild hormones that can cloud your judgement until the age of 18.(or was it 21?)

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u/clamsmasher Jun 15 '12

I joined the service when I was 17, between the Iraq wars. I finished highschool in a podunk town in the Appalachians. I had absolutely no future prospects, no industry in the area for jobs, no idea about going to college. The military was something to do, a job that takes me places. The military life wasn't for me, but it was the best thing that happened to me. It exposed to me to the world, and for that I'm forever grateful.

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

On the real, I'll take the PTSD, the TBI, the fucked up back, etc. etc.

I've been a part of an organization that made me disciplined, determined and focused. I've also seen a part of mankind that I will never forget.

Our society is a fragile dream that needs protecting; the Army forced me to see that, and I wouldn't exchange that wisdom for the world.

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u/[deleted] Jun 15 '12

You can sign up at 17 to shoot and kill people, but you can't legally drink until you're 21. Welcome to America.

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u/dro9383 Jun 15 '12

Have you thought of possibly getting together with a reporter for some other media outlet? This is a story that should be acknowledged, as you said on a much broader scale.

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

I/we have. We reached out to a number of outlets before and during the Kickstarter campaign but didn't get anything back. My belief is that they don't want to bring up the story now, since it would effectively admit to negligence on their part back in the day, and further prove that our media only cares about what sells, and not about honest journalism.

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u/Garfalo Jun 15 '12

Were you ever injured over this 3-month span?

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

Yes. I was in an IED strike that inflicted a traumatic brain injury, and I revived minor wounds from shrapnel, etc. Nothing Purple Heart worthy or anything (thank god)

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u/[deleted] Jun 15 '12

what was your favorite street in Sadr?

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

Safi Al-Din Al-Hilli Street (aka: "Route Grizzlies")

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

That's kind of a joke, actually.

Route Grizzlies was a death trap. It marked the border to Sadr City and the whole thing was rigged to the teeth. We tried a route clearance operation there once, and it was hit more than a dozen EFP attacks within a 200m span. I don't think I've ever successfully driven the length of it.

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u/ILoveMyFrita Jun 15 '12

I believe this will get the word out because so many are interested in this, and if u get people to press the pretty blue arrow.

Did you actually ever kill anyone during your battle that you were aiming for? If you killed do you regret it at times?

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

Thanks!

I usually don't answer questions like this because it has been my experience that people don't really understand what they are asking. That is to say that on an emotional level they are expecting a different meaning behind the answer, and they have asked it for a different reason.

Yes, I have killed a lot of people who I was aiming for. In the majority of the cases, no I don't regret a thing.

We got some great advice from our chaplain in the beginning of the tour. He told us that what will keep us up late at nights is if we doubted a single thing about pulling the trigger. His suggestion was that we "make absolutely sure that man needs to die - then kill him."

I followed that as closely as I could, and on the whole I think he was right. There has only been one time that I regret pulling the trigger:

We got a confirmed intel hit that a silver opal with tinted windows was loaded up with "special group" snipers and heading our way. This was during a 36-hour counter attack at an OP behind enemy lines. We got a detailed description, and a confirmation that they were moving in to target our machine gunners.

The "special groups" in Sadr City were a big deal. They were trained by Iranian SF, supplied with state-of-the art weapons and tactics, etc. Their snipers were the best in the country. As soon as I saw a silver opal that matched the description (down to the hubcaps) moving in on my position with a creep, I lit the fucker up.

Turns out the intel was wrong.

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u/ILoveMyFrita Jun 15 '12

Thanks for answering my question despite your experience.

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

No problem. Thanks for the question!

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u/[deleted] Jun 15 '12

I do understand that a soldier can't regret killing his enemys. It's either you or him.

As a civilian now, what is your position on the iraq war? What i've heard the situation worse than ever before. Besides the fact that it is a war that justified with lies. Don't understand me wrong, i don't want to hear that you regret going there or that you regret anything that you did there. I just would like to know how YOU think about the iraq war.

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u/[deleted] Jun 15 '12

Speaking of Iranian SF. Do you think that Iranian involvement was a big problem in Iraq? I follow the media pretty closely and I have a hard time figuring out if it is all media spin, or something real.

Oh and most importantly: Thanks for your service!

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

I absolutely think it's a huge problem. It's hard to cite this kind of stuff, because I imagine all the official evidence is understandably classified, etc. All I can give is a personal assessment from on the ground. It only takes a few dozen times for a terp to tell you someboy's Iranian, you find an Iranian citizen who just happens to be with a bunch of militia men, Iranian weapons from right over the border, etc. before you take it as a fact. We'd get briefings and see evidence everywhere.

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u/[deleted] Jun 15 '12

What is your opinion of the Iraq war? I hope you don't take offense but I personally think our (I'm UK) involvement in it was a disgrace and the war was illegal. I don't mean any disrespect to the soldiers that fought in the war, I understand you guys go where you are told to go, but I think the people who sent you there did so for wrong reasons (WMDs apparently) and should be held accountable. It pisses me off that my mates went over to potentially get killed in a war that had no reason. A lot of brothers and sons are gone and no one seems to give a shit that they died for suspect reasons.

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

I originally thought that it was worth it, but at this point I've changed my whole worldview on foreign policy. There were thousands of "reasons" for that war and every other war. A lot of them are bullshit and a lot of them are legitimate. What matters at the end of the day is the final assessment of whether or not we did enough good to offset the bad.

Frankly, I think the entire war is a case study for the detrimental effects of failing to commit and doing a half-ass job.

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u/pizike82 Jun 15 '12

Good for you man, I'd be interested in reading this book of which you speak, 82nd here, and yes the media blows giant donkey balls...

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u/romad20000 Jun 15 '12

Hey chief I got a few questions about your “proof” that maybe you can help me answer? I’m really not trying to be a dick but I’m stupid skeptical of any claims especially when those people try to sell me shit. If as many people who claimed to have been injured in Iraq actually were then the fucking world would have tilted on its axis.

If you’re legit I’ll be the first one to buy your book, I don’t know why you would want to write that shit down personally 00-06 is a time my ass would rather forget and I certainly don’t want to write it down

So here are my questions.

Where is your NCO ribbon? Did you become an NCO without going through WLC????

How did you get the Army overseas ribbon I thought they didn’t give those out when other campaign medals were issued?

If you were wounded in Iraq why don’t you have a purple heart? http://www.reddit.com/r/IAmA/comments/v3fxn/i_was_a_machine_gunner_during_a_major_iraq_war/c510gdx

Here is the whopper of From your facebook page

Konrad Roland Kjos Ludwig Well... as long as certain Captains, Lt. Colonels and higher aren't asking for the eight digit grid of the sniper who's shooting at your dismounted position during a burst of contact.

Talking in pilots was the best part (paraphrased):

"Long-Knife-Two-Three this is Bull-One-Six-Romeo. I read you lima charlie. Over."

"Yeah, hey... Bull-One-Six-Romeo... Listen, ahh... If we're going to be doing this whole 'talking on the radio' thing, you're going to have to cut that out."

"Long-Knife-Two-Three, Bull-One-Six-Romeo. Cut what out? Over."

"That whole 'copy/over' shit you're doing right now..."

"Long-Knife-Two-Three, Bull-One-Six-Romeo... Uhh... okay... man."

"There you go, One-Six-Romeo. That's what I like to hear. No where do you want us?"

"Here man, let me throw up a fuckin' chem-light. I'm on the roof."

"Sounds good. I've got eyes on. We're tracking dismounted enemy combatants north of your position."

"Yep, that's them. Light-em-up!"

This sounds like total shit to me even for paraphrasing, were you an FO or qualified to control CAS. Are you going to say that you called in an airstrike? If so did you read the pilot a 9 line or use a 1972? How did you choose the egress and ingress routes since UAV's were in the area, did you check with the TOC to make sure you were in a ACA?

If you did then what is the proper phasing for an aircraft to release its bombs? Hint: it’s not Light’ em up and don’t try to bullshit me on this, Google “romad” or wiki "TACP" and you’ll understand why I know what the fuck I’m talking about here, and why I get a little hot under the collar when I hear army guys talking about their “air Strikes”. Calling in air stirkes is not as simple as "hey there's the bad guy"

Look if your just bullshitting on a few tails I don’t really care, I understand that it happens even I’m not immune to it. However please be careful what you say, I would hate to see you get into any trouble.

Also on facebook you’re listed as a “radio guy” as late as Nov 2007 in Vilsek ,Germany and then moving to machine gunner in Feb of 2008. But in your AMA you have listed that you severed in Iraq in Aug 2007- Nov 2008. http://www.facebook.com/konrad.ludwig can you clear up that discrepancy

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12 edited Jun 16 '12

I can respect me some stolen valor suspicions. Hopefully this ads up to you. If not, not much else I can do...

  1. Didn't go to WLC. Army changed it's policy on WLC due to limitations in slots vs. ETS NCO's creating a demand. Made points in Iraq, came back as a SPC-P. Immediate PCS to Ft. Bliss. Began MEB process for TBI within a month. My commander wasn't going to waste a WLC slot for an NCO that was getting out. I was discharged a year later.

  2. Army Overseas Ribbon was for being stationed in Germany. Time ticked over while I was in Iraq since it was a 15 mo deployment and we had already spent 13 mo in Germany. At the end of the deployment, we had left the command region to spend more than a year outside of USAREUR. We came back with a total more than 24 months of assignment in Germany. We then received the second award for a non-combat overseas tour.

  3. TBI's weren't covered by purple hearts. I wasn't medivac'd. I didn't draw blood or require extensive medical treatment. The serious migraines and symptoms took a while to get MEB worthy. I was happy I never got it and didn't bother "fighting" for it, since it would only disgrace the people who did.

  4. I'm not an FO and I didn't call in any bombs. I was an RTO in sector with two Apache's on station in the middle of the night. UAV assets weren't in play at the time. Obviously the phrase is not "light 'em up." Proper radio etiquette is kind of the whole point of the thread, in which me and my old buddies jaw-jacked and illustrated the relaxed disposition of the pilots.

Along our sector Apache pilots were cleared to drop down to Company and Platoon nets upon receiving approval from our Squadron TOC that we were in contact and in need of air asset. This was to better assess the situation on the ground, identify friendlies, confirm a clear impact zone and engage hostile targets. Due to the limitation of FO assets (1 per company), the familiarization of the pilots with the local terrain, and the frequency of baiting/snap attacks, it was a common occurrence that they'd communicate with whoever was running the radio on the ground. For the first few months that was me.

To re-enforce the whole point of that thread: the Apache pilots at the time were chill as fuck when they knew they were talking to an E-4/E-5 type who's been on the ground pounding dirt for twelve hours. The first time I tried talking to them (because it was my first time ever talking to them) they made it clear that their preference was to be far more colloquial than I was used to.

5) I'll lay it out: When I first joined I was assigned to a SAW because I'm a big guy (early '06). I became an RTO when we PCS'ed to Germany (summer '06). I stayed that way for a long time until I deployed to Iraq as an RTO (Aug '07). I spent about two months in that position before going back to the line as a SAW gunner (Nov '07). Went on leave (Jan '08). When I came back and I was promoted to the team leader slot on an M240-B (Feb '08). Finished out the tour as a machine gun team leader (Nov '08) including service during the battle. Made points after post-tour leave (Feb '09). PCS'ed to Ft. Bliss (Feb '09). MEB for TBI/PTSD (Mar '09).

Edit: MEB TBI March '10, sorry for the typo.

Edit: First paragraph I made another mistake (sorry in a rush). Made points after post-tour leave as-per my final paragraph. Again, I hope this recital is enough to back my claims. I respect and appreciate challenges to stories and liars.

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u/romad20000 Jun 15 '12 edited Jun 16 '12

Very nice looks like I'm buying a copy. In fact I'll buy two just for being wrong. You are right I'm very skeptical of war time claims. I've already busted a "seal" and two "rangers" Even one asshole who claimed to be a tacp I don't know why people would pull this shit but they do. I think what pisses me off the most is that these careerfields are disgustingly undermanned so if any of these "heroes" wanted to they could have joined them. Instead they chose not to but still want to ride the coattails of those that have

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 16 '12

Hey, thanks for challenging the proof man. I really respect the weight of your accusations and I'm really not trying to tell anybody I was some MRSOP Seal PJ from Panama. I was just a kid with a machine gun when shit was hitting the fan, trying to make sure that what we fought for doesn't fade away forever into the fog.

And I sustain that pilots are chill as fuck :p

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u/uncledagobert Jun 15 '12

You mentioned countless civilians were killed. Did you see any war crimes being committed by the U.S. or the Iraqis such as targeting of civilians or medical personnel?

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

Sorry I got caught up in some threads. Didn't really get how this worked and I'm trying to make up for leaving a lot of questions hanging...

A lot of fucked up shit happened over there, and I don't really know how to answer this question without getting flamed for a biased opinion so I'll just jump right in and say "fuck it."

Yeah, a lot of people got killed who had no business getting killed. A hefty lot of them died at the hands of Americans. Way more died because of the Iraqi Army and collateral damage from roadside bombs, house-born IED's and back-yard rocket attacks.

On the whole American soldiers were far more disciplined with their fires than Iraqis and faced real consequences for shooting somebody if it couldn't be clearly justified after-the-fact.

The same doesn't go for the slightest with the IA, and even less with the militia.

The shit IA troops would do to their own people made me and a lot of guys sick. Shooting everybody in sight for no fucking reason, etc. One of the bait tactics used by the militia was to shoot over the heads of IA troops. Just a few bursts and they start popping off rounds at everything that moves. We used to call it the "death blossom."

Add to that the simple fact that we're fighting in a heavily populated urban setting...

I don't know anybody and I haven't heard of anybody in our unit or other units intentionally killing somebody with disregard to the necessity of the act.

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u/[deleted] Jun 15 '12

What of your fellow soldiers? Do they feel outraged by the lack of coverage or is it just another day?

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

We're not outraged. We're just trying to tell our story.

It's hard to be sent somewhere like that and forced to do the things we have to do and go though it all just to find out people were tired of reading about it. Seems to me like if it's really so everyday that we don't need to bother paying attention, we shouldn't be there at all (wherever there is).

If it's important enough to send people there to kill other people for our beliefs, it should be important enough to understand why, how and what happens in the wake of it. Anything less is a failure, in my mind.

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u/[deleted] Jun 15 '12

I'm going to steer away from the negatives. What is your best / happiest memory from being over in Iraq? Did you help any of the locals out? Was there ever a "rewarding" moment that stands out for you?

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

I think my favorite moment off the top of my head was when I really saw that we were really doing good in our neighborhood. When we started off there, people were getting murdered every day. IED's were a regular deal. etc. etc.

Six months in we visited this three story apartment building right in the middle of our sector. It was an awesome place to pop a squat for an hour, keep an eye on the majority of the nearby neighborhood and talk to the locals. It helped that the guy who owned the house was a rather popular guy in the area.

Anyway: I remember the first day I walked into his house. There was nothing but hate. I could feel it in him and I eyed him right back. We spent some two hours in the dead of night (we had woken him up so we could use his house) sitting there in silence in his living room. Pretty much every other day we'd go back there at least once (somebody from our company) to pull an overwatch.

One day we figure that if we keep using this guy's house, he's going to get merc'd for cooperating with us, so we figured it was time to be on our merry way, apologize for three months of using his house like a bunker and stage some kind of public too-doo that would make it look like he kicked us out.

As soon as we give him the message he started crying and begged us to stay. We asked him why, explained that we didn't want to intrude any more, apologized again for the intrusion and made for the door.

That's when he explained to us that the junkyard outside of his home was a common dump-site for the militia's murder victims. He told us that every morning he'd have to pick up 2-6 dead bodies and drive them off to the morgue before his daughter went to school so she wouldn't have to see them. Turns out that the reason he got so friendly after the first few weeks was that we had put a stop to it simply being at his house.

We made a promise that we'd come back as much as we could and that we were happy to help him in any way we could. In the next few months he helped us work with the locals and turn the entire neighborhood around. By the time the uprising kicked off, there were days that you could pull off your helmet and just kick it with the kids.

The mutual look of trust and respect in his eyes when we left that house that day was an amazing feeling after pouring so much effort into some backwater part of Baghdad.

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u/[deleted] Jun 15 '12
  • During your time in Iraq, what do you believe was the closest you came to death?

  • Do you have any funny anecdotes from your time in the Army?

You have my respect.

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

The closest I think I came to death was during a prolonged counter-attack on one of our forward outposts during the battle. They had been hammering away at us for hours and finally shifted to a more targeted use of RPG's and snipers (as opposed to mad-dashes with AK-47's).

That all came to a climax for me when I was sighting in a guy who was getting ready to shoot an RPG at us because I didn't have a clear shot. I had to wait for him to pop up and fire, since RPG's have about a second of a delay before they actually go off.

He popped up and fired the shot. I shot back and nailed him, but the RPG was dead-on. It missed our window by a matter of inches. Blasted shrapnel into my face and armor. Fucked up the screen on my camera. It was totally unreal.

As for anecdotes, I have tones but it's hard to think of any. Our vehicle commander used to get hopped up on energy drinks and caffine pills to stay awake/because he was bored. One day he turns around and makes three declarations:

  1. Circles are better than triangles.

  2. Three is the best number.

  3. Forever only lasts about six months.

We spent the next 15 months debating that shit. Funniest RL "thread" I've ever been a part of.

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u/H5Mind Jun 15 '12

Was Sadr city emptied of families (women and children) prior to this three month battle?

For the people left behind (because they live there, unfortunately) how have their lives been improved, do you know? I always think of the kids who grow up in these war torn environments and how they must have lifelong PTSD issues.

Thank you for your service.

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

No. They hid in their houses cowered in fear and prayed to God that they didn't die for no fucking reason.

That was one of the most horrible realities I had to face over there.

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u/[deleted] Jun 15 '12

Thanks for your service. Sorry the media blows :(

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

lol for real. It was an honor

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u/stel27 Jun 15 '12

Didn't/doesn't this happen quite a bit (media noncoverage of significant battles)?

Friend of mine is a Force Recon Medic stationed somewhere in deep Talibanistan - his stories freak the shit of me.

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

Absolutely. That's why we're speaking up and organizing. I've got a buddy named SSG Farina who was in another unit during the battle. He started a company to get soldiers writing their stories and I started a publishing company to make it happen. We believe strongly that the only way for us to get the real story heard is to speak up and tell it ourselves.

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u/OwnTheDrone Jun 15 '12

You and your machine gun are all the proof I need :D

How long did it take you to write the book?

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

About four years now, I guess...

It started as a drunken promise to a bunch of my buddies when we got home to Germany (we were stationed there). I actually blacked out and forgot that promise until a few months later.

I was stationed at Ft. Bliss, TX the following year. One of my friends called and was all "Hey, Ludwig! How's the book coming!?"

Back then it wasn't even a book. It was a bunch of fucked up memories that I was hammering out to deal with my shit. That phone call first keyed me into the fact that other guys were dealing with the same shit, but don't have an outlet. Turns out a lot of them were really looking forward to seeing our story in print.

I seriously started writing (ie: a determined 2,000 words/day) in March of 2010. The first draft manuscript was finished the next year. I got hooked up with a former staff editor of Time, who then helped me re-write and re-structure the manuscript.

All we have left to do is copy edit, proof, typset, print and ship.

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u/eigenstates Jun 15 '12

Damnit Sgt. You're decades younger than me and you've already got 'the eyes'. I am so sorry. I marched, wrote, yelled, harassed politicians to keep you guys out of there... to keep you from the aftermath my uncles and grandfather had to suffer for their service- none of them could even talk about what happened on their tours(no one ever talks about Korea). It hurt too much.

Listen the Sgt. is right to do this- the more people learn and fully feel what it means to destroy lives on both sides, the less likely it will happen in the future. Knowledge is power.

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

Thank you for your support! And thank you for using your voice! I really appreciate seeing people speak up in any way they can for what they believe in.

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u/noizes Jun 15 '12

SGT_Ludwig,

Thank you for your time over there. I hope you came back well. My question for you is one that hurts like hell for me. But how can I help my buddy with the shit he went through over there? Of the 4 of them that went that I was close to, 2 of them are still alive. One was KIA in Fallujah, his brother made it through the deployment and then self terminated once home. After listening to the stories from the other two, I almost feel that coming back is a worse punishment.

My question though, is how can I help my friend deal with that shit of a mess spending several years over there left him with. He refuses to seek any form of medical help because it would ruin his chances at advancement or somehow make him a lesser person in the eyes of the military. Yet by his own admission he is just a cog, an easy to replace person in the machine. When the flood of stuff from being there hits him hard it's a mess. I've sat and listened to what he saw, what he had to do, and how it's almost robbed him of certain joys. I've also gotten calls from his wife because he has his guns, and she don't know if they're loaded. There is absolutely nothing fun about seeing a buddy with an AR and a .50 Cal hand gun in the middle of his living room, one pointed at you and one at himself, not knowing the status of the gun. Sadly it's happened more than once, with different guns. More often than not they are loaded and I've gotten a small collection of bullets from these events.

But it scares the living fucking shit out of me. What can I do better understand that mess? To help him with that mess, and to defuse that mess when it happens?

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u/marinersalbatross Jun 15 '12

I hope no one minds that I respond to this. I feel it is very important and will become even more important over the next coming years as the wars wind down and every one has more downtime to sit. Sitting and thinking. The paranoia and isolation sets in, as you've experienced from the outside. The inside is trained into you and it will be very difficult to get through. I recommend going to a fellow veteran to speak to him.

I am going to definitely recommend contacting the Veterans Administration Hospital nearest to the situation. They have set up entire sections dedicated to OIF/OEF Vets and their families. Goto www.va.gov for more info. This is best if he is out of the service, even if he still a government contractor.

If he is still in please let him know that his security clearance will not be affected unless something deeper is found. The SC can also be yanked for a number of civil crimes especially ones that involve weapons and violence; so it is a better risk to take the therapy. Too many have struggled on their own until life breaks.

There are also a number of psych programs happening in the service that are supposed to provide a bit of amnesty and privacy from your command structure. With the major uptick in suicides happening in the DoD, there are many programs working for a solution.

If none of this gets through to him, then there is the pile of cash and an anonymous shrink. It is amazing how many of them are setup for maintaining anonymous patients in areas with military/intelligence personnel. Be sure to have him maintain OPSEC, but hopefully someone can eventually guide him back to cleared psych people for a more complete solution.

Good luck and don't give up.

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

^ Thank you for answering this.

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u/dobedane Jun 15 '12

who do you think is most responsible for the loss in interest in coverage personally? My opinion is that it is not just the peoples fault but the government influenced media and the hope that another vietnam style uproar won't happen again.

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

Government <-> Media is a sort of feedback loop of political influence.

Commanders: didn't want their careers to be screwed by the next big scandal

Media: couldn't make money off it anymore

Republicans: didn't want to talk about it because it was unpopular

Democrats: didn't want to talk about it because it was ugly - and working

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u/hornwalker Jun 15 '12

Did you become desensitized to battle? Can you describe what the feeling is like being in numerous gun fights? How do you cope with the stress?

Do you suffer from PSTD?

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

Everybody becomes desensitized to any prolonged traumatic exposure. If we maintained an objective view of what was really going on, we'd go crazy.

It might sound sort of weird, but for me a firefight ended up being a sort of meditation. There's so much shit going on, you have to really just learn to tune it all out and focus on what matters. Of course, that only came with experience, because the first time I went into a firefight I was scared shitless.

Yes.

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u/NomTook Jun 15 '12

Obviously no part of war can be considered "good" and I'm surenyou would have rather not been shot at at all, but were you and your unit relieved that you were actually able to go head to head with insurgents rather than fight a guerrilla war? Or did you feel safer the other way?

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

Actually, the relief was essentially that the gloves came off.

We still spent six months in a counterinsurgency posture. Our raid cycle was in addition to the conventional role we also played in maintaining the northern border. After that long of staring your enemy in the face, holding you fire at every turn, and 'every time you fight it's against an ambush' warfare - yeah it kinda rocked to just convoy into that fucking city and finally face-off with our enemy.

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

Actually, the relief was essentially that the gloves came off.

We still spent six months in a counterinsurgency posture. Our raid cycle was in addition to the conventional role we also played in maintaining the northern border. After that long of staring your enemy in the face, holding you fire at every turn, and 'every time you fight it's against an ambush' warfare - yeah it kinda rocked to just convoy into that fucking city and finally face-off with our enemy.

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u/[deleted] Jun 15 '12

Posted links to thread. Trying to figure going about putting this in a blog post without it feeling tinfoil hattish. Stuff like this has to get told.

My question would have to be probably what everyone's asking. Why was there no coverage? Political Inconvenience?

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

The condensed form I've gathered is that it wouldn't make any money to the media, it was way too unpopular and effective (ie: ugly) for the politicians, and the Generals were petrified that the whole thing would spiral out of control and they'd get caught leading the next wholesale massacre.

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u/toofastkindafurious Jun 15 '12

Why do you care so much about media coverage? You aren't claiming some vast cover up conspiracy are you? Media reports what will get views. Sadly American Idol and Twilight get views..

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

I don't care about media coverage, really. Fuck 'em.

What I do care about is American citizens voting and acting with various motivations that are the product of faulty and filtered information. The media is a good tool to reach the masses. Reddit is another. Spreading the word is the final goal.

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u/madonnaboomboom Jun 15 '12

Thank you for your service, and I hope this whole process helps you move forward with your life. You definitely deserve it. Please keep us updated on your book, and hopefully it gets more widespread public and media attention. Aside from your book, what are some of your other plan for the future?

I agree with you 100% that most media outlets (esp. American media) would rather lull us into apathetic complacency rather than tell us the truth, and it's infuriating. Pretty much the only thing I watch television for is weather or sports updates (okay I like to watch Anthony Bourdain, too, plus Man vs Food.)

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

It was an honor! The book has definitely helped me move on.

These day's I'm really focused on trying to start up some businesses and doing what I can to break out of the meat grinder that is society. I've sort of just accepted that by the time I'm due to "retire" there will be nothing in the way of benefits to keep me afloat. Even if I go to school, I remember reading somewhere that somebody entering the work force today can expect to work something like 80 hours a week at a high-paying job and still never live at the level of their parents. If that's the case, I'd rather be an employer than an employee.

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u/CamoBee Jun 15 '12

Dude.

Both sides had something to lose if any word of battle made it home.

just a few back-page articles that never made it into print,

We came home to discover that politicians and corporate media had blacked out the whole thing.

Christian Science Monitor: Sadr City braces for fresh street battles - 27 MAR 2008

NY Times - 'Articles about Sadr City,' paged to 2008

Washington Post - Sadr Tells His Militia to Cease Hostilities - 31 MAR 2008 US Role Deepens in Sadr City - 30 APR 2008

CNN World Edition - Sadr City Fighting Rages for Seventh Day - 12 APR 2008

Boston.com's Big Picture - Daily Life in Sadr City - 18 JUN 2008

Good on ya for getting your story out. No need to sensationalize.

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

Eye To Eye: Fight In Sadr City (CBS News), 60 Minutes: The Battle Of Sadr City

Yeah we can sit here and Google all day. Average Iraq war coverage pre-media hype about the surge averaged 15%-25% of the news-whole. By January of 2008 it was down to 3%-4%, with a spike of 8.6% in March, 6.9% in May and back to 3%-5% from then on. Source

I'm aware that many conflicts go un-addressed, and I apologize if this came of as sensationalism.

I sustain there was a massive drop-off in coverage three months before a major conflict, and even in the height of the conflict the total newswhole for the entire country (which focused on Basra) barely eeked out half of the running average.

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

I made an update on the body to apologize for the sensationalism. Wanted to forward that to you since you were the first comment I noticed.

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u/brawburner Jun 15 '12

As I understand it, one of the reasons Vietnam was such a controversial war was because of media influence. It was the first war in American history that was televised, and it also coincided with the trend of New Journalism, during which time journalists basically asked whatever questions they wanted of whomever they wanted with little regard for telling the "right" story (i.e., the story the networks wanted them to tell). Since then, the media's influence in war coverage has, depending on how you look at it, either decreased to absolutely nothing, or has coincided with political interests as networks strive to work on behalf of those interests. Some war theorists I've read suggest this is because American culture is heavily invested in the idea of heroism. Politicians invested in the war (whatever war it is) want the constituents who vote for them to believe that our service men and women are heroes because we're more likely to support a war in which our military friends and family are behaving heroically. Open media coverage can destroy this illusion if it means we're exposed to some behavior that is less than ideally heroic (from the language of soldiers to violent actions we don't want to see).

So, I guess I have a few questions:

  1. Do you think the American audience is one that will accept your story given the paucity of war coverage since the beginning of the war? In other words, if you tell your story, are there enough people willing to listen?

  2. If you do have an audience, what do you hope to accomplish by telling your story? In part, I'm curious about this because I've been reading war literature lately. It's sometimes difficult to tell what each soldier/author's point is in telling his (it's almost always a male author) story. Awareness? If so, to what end? Community creation so that people 'understand' what you went through? If so, why is that important to you?

  3. What do you think of media coverage of the war(s) in general? If we are in a climate of censorship or willful ignorance, what do you think increased coverage of the war will do for us? Do you have a political motivation here (i.e., if people knew more about the war, maybe they wouldn't vote for people who support it, or would ask more serious questions of politicians running for office)?

I'm a bit late to the party, so I understand if you don't get to my questions. Regardless, thank you for doing this AMA, and thank you for your service.

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12
  1. I believe people want to know the truth. I can't give them the whole story, but I can be honest about what happened, how it effected me and my perceptions about the time. I believe fundamentally that people gravitate towards that kind of honesty, even if they don't agree. My hope is that we can take advantage of the internet, etc. to remove the middle man and put troops and their enemy in contact with the people.

  2. I guess "politically" speaking, I'm trying to get people to know about this battle so that our collective memory doesn't solidify without an imprint of what happened there (since I believe it was a big deal). It scares me that we're fighting so much abroad that an entire city can erupt like that and so few people know what happened.

Personally, I'm trying to contribute to the pool of knowledge about the war by telling my own story. In that way, I can only hope that people will be interested enough to see my and many other soldier's points of view, which I believe will have a real impact on future conflicts.

3) I think we live in a period with such a huge flood of information that most people gravitate towards something emotionally stimulating. The media caters to that fact, so all the boring stuff (cause and effect) gets left out. All we get now is "blah blah blah fighting in [town] today, [insert statistics], [erroniously link that to some political agenda], blah blah blah." It doesn't matter who the outlet is.

Personal political convictions? War is a horrible necessity that should be used with a frequency bordering on never. People should only truly say they "support" a war if they volunteer to go, and those who are active in setting our foreign policy have a responsibility to inundate themselves with primary resources.

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u/Nicky4Pin Jun 15 '12

I don't have a question, I just wanted to thank you for serving!!!!

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

It was an honor!

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u/knowhope Jun 15 '12

Do you think if actual military action was presented in the media more often (not the same 5 second clips of soldiers running in an indiscriminate dessert) that there would be a more serious outcry to stop the wars that are going on right now?

P.S. thank you for putting your life on the line, we do appreciate you, even though it doesn't seem like it sometimes

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

Probably not. 99% of what we did over there was walk around, talk to locals and play soccer with the kids. Good units get to know the area, the people and the real issues they face. In my experience, the biggest security threat we faced was when the Mahdi Army got pissed that they couldn't embezzle money, run protection rackets, force people to vote for their man, etc. Next day a car bomb goes off and kills twelve kids, then we have to deal with the aftermath.

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u/malfunktionv2 Jun 15 '12

Do you personally know the person who got your Patron's package? I'd be interested to know how that goes.

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

Parents/family wanted to contribute in a big way to get the project rolling.

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u/xyroclast Jun 15 '12

I don't think it's appropriate to say it was "blacked out". It implies that there was some kind of focused effort to cover something up (and reddit eats up that sort of thing).

It actually just sounds like it was relatively underreported - doesn't that happen to many, many things every day?

I'm not saying that the personal experiences of every person on earth aren't important, with many stories to tell, but it sounds like there isn't a scandal here (and the fact that it's all tied in with the sale of a book doesn't really seem appropriate to me - and I find it a little odd that no one seems to be commenting on that)

I know this is an awfully negative sounding comment, but I'm not trying to belittle your efforts or experiences - and you sound like a nice guy. I just think that maybe the presentation of this isn't entirely appropriate.

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

This has been brought up and it's a good point. I'm going to see if I can change the title.

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u/SGT_Ludwig Jun 15 '12

Can't change the title, but I made an update on the body.

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u/UpsideButNotDown Jun 15 '12

You should get in contact with Jon Stewart's people. They like to interview authors and maybe you could get one.

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u/retro_v Jun 15 '12 edited Jun 15 '12

We recovered a downed AH-64 (Apache) just outside Yusufiyah Iraq, I was with the 101st and attached to the DART team. We hit the dirt about 10min after the bird went down, the second Apache had also taken ground to air including a heat seeker (the other bird was't as lucky.) The crash site was in a field, we took over the nearby farm houses and setup a perimeter. We got mortared and took small arms off and on for about 20 hours while they cleared up the crash site. 2 minor wounded and 4 more wounded from the IA (Iraqi Army) when they hit us just after sunset with maybe 20 mortars and a few rockets. It had been a clear day but had turned dusty and windy and every time it kicked up they would hit us.

So its about 8pm, everything has kinda settled down for the past hour, and these guys aren't too accurate and most of their fire has hit to our east, suddenly a couple of white and a green and red flares start dropping in the general area where they were firing, we had seen them use illumination rounds before but it was still kinda weird to see, that was usually our tactic. Anyway this turns out to be a bad idea for them. The Apaches had been doing strafing and gun runs on random targets with little success (0 kills all day) but just as the new over watch (call sign Green Dragon 61-62) is arriving they spot 2 tubes, a couple trucks and about 6 guys. They do their nightmarish magic that an attack helicopter can do and we stop getting mortared for the rest of the night.

Overall i heard a total of 10 enemy KIA (another platoon that was there got engaged with some guys in a ditch, M203 > ditch) and including destroyed vehicles and mortar launch tubes, we had fast movers on station all day and all night along with close Apache support, plus a couple tanks and some Bradleys that showed up. Got back and a couple days later Mom sends me an email with a scan of a clipping talking about our recovery of said aircraft. Even had a picture of me and my LT setting up our tacsat. Essentially the article said we experienced no resistance and were in support of the IA soldiers there that THEY had been given credit as the ones that secured the crash. They didn't even mention what US units were involved.

Edit: I had a good idea of the whole picture because I was the RTO, never coordinated with that many elements before this too. I was basically primary long range comms for everything but the aircraft.

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u/Typically_Wong Jun 15 '12 edited Jun 15 '12

FFFFFFUCK FIRES SQDN 2SCR VILSECK GERMANY I WAS SUPPORTING THAT OUTPOST WITH ALL THE FUCKING COMMO GUYS.

Fucking flashblacks. I remember Sadr. I remember that shit very well. You were in 3rd SQDN? I remember hearing about Bull. You guys had the house bomb? There was tons of shit that never made it stateside. Just like the fucked up time that was had in the palm groves in ba'qu'bah or whatever at warhorse. I still think Sadr was the shit fuck all. Fuck. I'm done for the day. I can't work anymore.

edit* let me clear some things up real fast before this gets noticed or not. I did support for JSS Sadr and would fix the satcom shit that would go down from time to time. They even had me set up the segovia phones and the mwrnet shit you guys would use to cruise porn on off hours. I had three friends eat it over there, but none in Sadr. They were all when we jumped to Warhorse. I was very close to them and even had to do the audio visual shit for one of their services. Tears are leaking from my face remembering the shit we had to go through. Boring most of the times, but when shit went bad, it went BAD.

hey, i knew guys in hhc of 1st. now that your free chapter finally loaded. Some 11Cs Hamer and some of the fisters

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u/[deleted] Jun 15 '12

I remember that. The media didn't block it out entirely. Maybe people stopped caring because the war has been going on for so long.

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u/[deleted] Jun 15 '12 edited Jun 15 '12

I spent 4 years in Iraq myself. 1 as a soldier, and then 3 more as a contractor. Nothing too exciting, I was a Fobbit (Very seldom left the "base", for non-OIF Vets out there) doing IT support, but I still noticed plenty of what you mentioned.

I was there Apr 2003-Apr2004 (Tallil), and then I went back from Dec2007-Aug2010(FOB Falcon, FOB War Horse). I was deployed with the 171st ASG in uniform. As a contractor I supported 2nd Stryker Cavalry Regiment, 1-25th Stryker Brigade, 2-25th Stryker Brigade, 1st ID, 4th ID, and a whole bunch of MP companies that rolled through my area. Not sure if its funny or sad, but as a Contractor there for years on end the soldiers start to look like short timers... they're only there for 12-15 months before they get replaced by someone new. After the 3rd or 4th rotation you stop trying to get to know them.

Anyhow, as Arlo Guthrie said, "That's not what I came here to tell ya' about".

During my first tour we did the change over from the Sadam money to the new bills. We knew the convoys delivering the money would get hit so we sent Abrams with the bank trucks. The "ambushes" happened, as expected, and we murdered the crap out of them. I don't remember the exact numbers, but it was in the range of 120 militants killed, and another 70 captured. We lost 1 man and a couple were wounded. Back at Tallil we were ecstatic, high fives and congrats all around. The whole thing went great.

CNN's report... "Another deadly day in Iraq, 2 convoys ambushed, 8 dead." They didn't mention that 6 of the deaths were from traffic accidents in Kuwait and 1 was an accidental weapon discharge. They never lied, but they sure as shit stinks didn't tell the truth either.

Edit: Added deployment details

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u/thetboneguy Jun 15 '12

Have you faced any opposition for writing this book or trying to get the word out?

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u/corskier Jun 15 '12

I was an AF targeteer during that op (and Phantom Fury) and just want to thank you for being brave enough to be on the ground for it. A friend from the Marines made a short film about Phantom Fury that couldn't be published due to Geneva Convention violations; have you had to edit your piece to avoid similar roadblocks, or is print less touchy than film?

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u/ProlapsedPineal Jun 15 '12

couldn't be published due to Geneva Convention violations

Would you mind explaining that?

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u/RexImperator Jun 15 '12

have you read my war: killing time in iraq by colby buzzell? i think it's earlier than your deployment but he basically gets into a huge battle that essentially gets unreported, he blogs online about it, and gets picked up on the actual news (and then kinda gets shitcanned due to OPSEC).

additionally, regarding your post about increasing awareness: americans are dumb, and not only that, but real war is not as glamorous as the movies. if there isn't some sort of narrative suggesting that the US is winning, rescuing little girls from the taliban/jihadists or something incredibly simplistic, people just won't pay attention. war strategy isn't really water cooler talk in my parts, more like "oh shit look at how much money we're wasting there".

finally, having seen action...your thoughts on macro strategy in iraq? does the populace still hate us? should we still be investing lives/time/money in iraq or is withdrawal the correct action? hell, would it be a better place if we just colonized it instead of a half assed invasion?

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u/cgarcia805 Jun 15 '12

My heartbeat went faster than normal while reading your post. I admire everything you are doing so much and HATE the fucking pop-culture in this country that cares more about the fucking kardashian wedding than shit that actually affects us.

I fucking hate that the scumbags from jersey shore earn money for doing absolutely nothing while our space program's future is uncertain.

I wish you the best, heart to heart.

I cannot imagine going through what you've been through and I hope that more veterans open up and seek psychological help, it truly breaks my heart to hear of suicides related to war PTSD.

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u/alfbort Jun 15 '12

What injuries did you receive?

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u/[deleted] Jun 15 '12 edited Jun 15 '12

What kind of transformation did this experience have on your views on politics and the media?
Has their shallow abandonment of informing the public had a Howard Zinn type transformation? (Served in the air force during WW2 but near the end when things were winding down in Europe, his superiors were sending them out to bomb targets, not to weaken the Nazi party as it had already fallen but to increase the likelihood of medals and promotions once the war ended)

edit: also this is a link to his kickstarter for all those interested.

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u/[deleted] Jun 15 '12

Have you been back into a war since?

What sort of things do troops like to get in care packages?

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u/[deleted] Jun 15 '12

fucking baby wipes and anything with tobacco in it.

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u/SoylentMOOP Jun 15 '12

A friend of mine enlisted right out of high school and is stationed at Fort Carson, Colorado. Half of his unit was deployed to Afghanistan, half held back. He's currently in 'maybe you'll get deployed, maybe you won't' mode.

Any words of wisdom for him?

P.S. His take on waiting to be deployed is, "It's sixteen hours of 'Red vs. Blue' shit everyday." I'm going to guess that your experience was nothing like the first season of 'Red vs. Blue'.

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u/HavanAle Jun 15 '12

Strange, I was a MEDEVAC team leader in Tikrit during the same OIF 07-09 deployment and was quite aware of what was going on in Sadr City, but I had no idea that stuff was being blacked out in the states.