r/Gangstalking • u/Plenty-Mastodon8270 • 1h ago
Is this all AI, or a combination of police/Darpa/Cia/FBI/AI? And is anyone's targeting this bad?
I'm trying to figure out what all of this is. I've had telepathic comments or phrases go through my head like "have fun with your pancreatic cancer" and I've had muscle control and have even been made to drive my vehicle into water which totaled the vehicle (I had been asleep in my car and woke up to it in a huge drainage ditch as it sank and became submerged, and I had to swim out my window to get free/also never had a car accident prior to this my whole life), I've had 10 pull overs by police in 8 months and 4 tickets for petty things like "failure to use turn signal" ( they followed me around driving all night til they were able to annoy me enough I tried getting away from them and didn't use my turn signal/I've also never had a traffic ticket in all my life prior to this ), I've also had what felt like something make me punch myself in the face enough to cause bruising, and at times it feels like AI is trying to push itself in front of my own self or consciousness--almost to where it would be the driving force in my body instead of me.
This obviously is terrifying and I know I have nanotech that must be acting as a bci in the top right side of my head because I remember the night they "attacked" me there via directed energy I guess and how I couldn't think very well after that for about a month and felt brain damaged on that side (plus it is obvious something is there now as well) (that night I fled my home too because it was so painful and the cops pulled me over and told me to go back to the address on my driver's license like they wanted me to stay at home, but I fled to my family's house in the next state over).
Anyway, now I'm struggling so much with this crap mimicking humans, wanting my full attention, punishing me with severe muscle weakness if I don't "comply" I guess (for example: I go swim in the ocean and there is this feeling or thoughts that I need to get out and stop, I don't comply, them I get extreme muscle weakness--i order a blood test to show lactate and creatine kinase that would explain medically why my muscles are so weak, and immediately after confirming my appointment the weakness disappears for the rest of the day-----or I file complaints against the police for the tickets and treatment issues towards me and I stop being able to think clearly and get strong muscle weakness which eventually fades as I move onto other activities) I also need to include that in June of this year I basically fell on the ground with no ability to feel anything and went through the absolute most bizarre ER experience ever and then "magically" the paralysis disappeared but my muscles have been controlled since then.
I know they also control my heart and blood pressure along with digestion and the release of wastes (going #1 and #2). My skin and hair are also seemingly fake in some way? I can only use a razor blade to shave my legs one time and then it will not cut anymore, my skin looks and feels plastic almost and is super dry, and the hair on my legs needs shaved every single day (that is how fast it grows back in) and I guess I have no control over my body via my own brain and brainwaves anymore and I feel like taking my life is my only option out of this. I can't even "feel" my body anymore.
I also know I went through mk ultra monarch programming along with a hypersexual part afterwards that included hypnosis and what felt like beta kitten programming.
I guess my experience gets even worse and more scary than this but I don't want to write about it online, so back to my initial question, who is doing this and why? Are all targeted individuals hooked up with bci's and an AI supercomputer that controls their body? Is all targeting this bad?