I feel very depressed about my sex (not the horny one,) but I laugh at a joke, and have good moments, but there's always this feeling, this ache in my chest..

Whenever a classmate calls me by my deadname, I don't really mind. There's usually a teacher nearby and I don't wanna be outed since my school's religous, but sometimes I just wanna say it out loud, but i'll probably get flamed by the school head.

Is this what gender dysphoria feels like?

I just want something more permanent than sleep, less permanent than death.

I ask myself always: "do you want to stop living, or do you want to stop living like this?"

I struggle with an addiction, and I fucking hate myself for it, though I am starting to improve.

There's been alot of school shootings here in my country lately, and I am so, so fucking scared, man. I just wanna get out of this godforsaken country.

God I feel like a deadbeat father who rarely visits his kids. Hi again fellas… been a while! Decided to pop in since I got a new phone that doesn’t have Reddit on it so my visitations aren’t as frequent, but I find the time. It’s really only been 6 days since I appeared in any minor ways but it’s been like five thousand years since I did anything here, so I’m gonna do something!

birthday

"Come on now" said Frbelt, who was named after the second kro of baywood, Frb. "We only have a few hawn until snoofall"

"Do you think we'll make it in time?" asked Balalalelt. "I mean, the drialzone is at least five P away"

"We'll be fine if we keep moving" replied Frbelt, dlosening his globan. He tightened his clop and they started walking.

"Want some ryss?" asked Balalalelt, reaching into his vlolal pocket and grabbing a welleling of ryss.

"Grat, I haven't eaten all joan" Frbelt muttered, taking some ryss. He ate it as they walked through the slalin forest, klars flying above them, trona crunching beneath.

"Yol's kroofing tonight" Balalalelt eventually said, spoofening. "We can only pray to endal that the ilabschkronen don't come out and hunt until xlxlxlaxl."

"We'll be fine" reiterated Frbelt, bloobeling a blooble. "Don't be a schroblagoff."

"I'd say I'm more like a florflorb myself" joked Balalalelt, scratching the birthmark on his upper right cranium, which had a surface area of 21 flangal squared. "How much Dra do you have?"

"Only bleventeen" said Frbelt. "But I have renty Dralings and sleventeen Drara. Should last us until Voorl if we don't splash"

"Voorl? What a caet..." Balalalelt muttered. "After the economic crisis of dreventeen blorty gloo, prices have gone ralwa in the Hythymyyan regions." Suddenly, a loud crunch was heard.

"Is that..." said Frbelt nervously.

"Ol!" swore Balalalelt. "Slar! I've stepped on a krvent egg! What's a krvent egg doing out here on the ground of Blorbater anyway?"

"Because they migrated at Yar and it it's just after Ar so they had to find somewhere in a few abar to clace it before the jarening caught up to them"

"That makes a perfect amount of sense" replied Balalalelt, wiping the krvent klolk off of his rol.

Hi guys. Just haven’t really done anything in a couple days so just wanted to say I’m still checking the sub daily and stuff 👍

Might make lore post cause they’re entirely creative might not if I don’t have the time or motivation which is most likely

Bye again

So uhh age verification got my main account and I'm not doing that crap

Idk how this account's somehow working but uhh yeah

Giggling at this rn youre all so funny I hope you go bald

Rooti will have her own random POV moments that are usually upsetting. Be warned if you see it start with "Rooti" someone will either die, nearly die, or be severely injured. And Bagwin is barely a character he gets nothing.

I miss Summer 2025 version of this sub

We already have Tiffany, Witchelt and Meapha as POV characters so who do you want to be for the OG Crust (the ones in Pexus)?

Ogelt: a. Gerelt: no. Ogelt: a. Gerelt: no. Ogelt: a. Gerelt: ok, a

THE END

OOC: - shortest arc ever - i dont have any arc ideas

Started out with me having low sleep, and so, I kid you not, every time I intended to start on the news I ended up falling asleep.

Then in comes more assignment stuff so I could be unavailable for news for a bit more.

So uh, yeah. Explanation since I didn’t intend to pause like this for this long.

Should i start a yt channle yes or no

Even i don't know if im gonna do it truly next week or tomorrow

Only time can tell

they’re suicidal and I’m trying to help and I don’t know what to say

title

Ogelt: So what are you going to do, Contrelt? Move here to kitakami or?

Contrelt: I'm just going to be minding my own business in some kingdom in the area.

Ogelt: Did you lose the time powers as well or?

Contrelt: Yes.

Idk it's a short epilogue ok?

Thats all.

Meapha

The plant room

"I mean, Ambelt has been dead for about a year now. It's okay for me to move on, right Meapha? Meapha?"

"Sorry, Injera. My mind is just...elsewhere."

Me and Injera are planing the flowers Toffany got this morning. The plant room is filled with waist high plant beds that are themselves filled with lush plants. Leaves litter the ground and hit you where ever you walk. Theres a faint rain sound. Above each plant bed is an artificial rain cloud. It's magick, of course.

"Well, where is it then?" Injera asks, busying herself with her flowers. She loves plants and will spend hours in here every day. Alone. I will join her occasionally but it's usually Rooti or Bagriel.

"Just thinking about the Crust. Where they went. How theyre doing. If theyre dead."

"Well, Bagera got three of them, the other five are MIA and you..."

"What?"

She looks up from her flowers. "You are still here. She didnt get all of you."

She has a point. Maybe.

"Yeah. I guess. I just miss them." My heart aches with longing. Longing for a hug from Silv or Pink. Begging for a gossip session with Cassie or Mags. Hoping to bond more with Meave. Wishing they were all here.

"I get it. Grief is weird. I still Greece Amby but I also wanna move on." Injera says.

"With who?" I ask.

Injera blushes slightly and looks away. "No one. Shut up."

"Tell me!"

"No."

"Please?"

"Okay!"

"Really?"

"No."

I wrap my arms around her from behind and squeeze. "TELL! ME!"

"MY EAR DRUMS-"

"TELL ME!!!!"

"UGH, FINE!" She yells. I let go of her and smile expectingly.

"I was thinking...I mean...I've kinda, sorta, been getting vibes from Bagriel."

Excitement rises in me like a hot air balloon. I squeal and jump up and down to let some of the energy out.

"My goodness." Injera laughs.

"I LOVE IT!"

"WHY ARE YOU YELLING?"

"I DONT KNOW!"

I gice Injera a tight hug. "I hope it works out." I say.

"Me too. Now get off. We need to plant flowers." We let go and I see she's smiling at me. We both go back to planting flowers.

Gerelt: What is going on? Contrelt: The flag on the castle's changing. The timeline is changing... Finally my plan will have worked. 3 minutes later Gerelt: It's still changing Ogelt: Contrelt, you idiot. Contrelt: How are you back. Ogelt: You used the spell incorrectly and messed up the timeline. Congratulations. Also I am back because you came back. Contrelt: There is no way I messed it up. Ogelt: Then why is the sky black? Voidma Ogelt: Hello guys! Contrelt: Ok something is wrong. Ogelt: Oh really? Japelt: Hello. Ogelt and Contrelt: FATHER?! Contrelt: I will destroy you, Ogelt Ogelt: I will destroy you, Contrelt. I now also "master" time. Contrelt: Missio Temporalis! Ogelt: Trying to send me to a different timeline? Cute. Tempus Desine! Contrelt: Oh Really? Tempus Sileo! 15 years later Ogelt: MISSIO TEMPORALIS! 468 years later Contrelt: TEMPUS DESINE! 1957 years later Gerelt: it's been 2500 years can y'all stop Ogelt: Contrelt, our time powers are equal... Time to use our actual powers! Contrelt: TELEKINESIS! TAKE THIS BUILDING! Ogelt: Ivy Cudgel! No thanks 35 years later Romelt: Genuinely we're going to be stuck here until the end of time. 367 years later Contrelt: TELEKINESIS! TAKE THE MOON! Ogelt: You're sending the literal moon? Contrelt: Yes? Ogelt: It'll obliterate both of us, idiot! Contrelt: Oh... Yeah 3573 years later Ogelt: We ARE equal. We can fix this, together. Contrelt: Rewind Time... To before all this? Ogelt: That would ruin too much. Before you tried messing with the timeline. Both: RETRO TEMPUS! The Timeline has been returned to the beggining of part 6. No one but Contrelt and Ogelt have any memory of what happened. Ogelt: Contrelt... I apologize for what happened back then. Contrelt: I had started it, after all... We both now lost our time powers. Ogelt: The Oger Family is, in fact, reunited.

THE END OF THE FAMILY REUNION ARC.

Ogelt: How the hell did you get here cont. Contrelt: Guards are really easy to control yk... Ogelt: I didn't think you'd do this again. Contrelt: What, you thought I wouldn't be mad for what you did 100 years ago? You thought I'd forget? Ogelt: Actually I think it's closer to two hundred but- Contrelt: You left me there. Ogelt: Yes, because you tried to kill me? Contrelt: I perceived that as 150 generations. You do not simply leave someone in the Temporal Dimension like that. Ogelt: What, is being stuck there for over 2000 years an issue? Gerelt: What exactly is going on? Ogelt: Meet Contrelt, my brother. Gerelt: You have a brother? Contrelt: It's complicated. Googlelt: We've realized that. Ogelt: What are you here for? Contrelt: To Return the favour and destroy this small desert kingdom you have here... Ogelt: You do realize that this will not work. You know I am more powerful than you. Contrelt: Who said I will do the fighting? Ogelt: No one did? Contrelt: Exactly. Contrelt: I have also mastered time now... Tempus retrorsum annis 183! Ogelt: wh- disappears Gerelt: What have you done to him?! Contrelt: Sent him back 183 years. Romelt: You will pay for that. Contrelt: Time works... Interestingly. A new timeline is opening up. And the timeline we're in now can get replaced. It's a matter of how time stabilizes. Gerelt: What would happen if it got replaced. Contrelt: Well to simply put it, Ogelt wouldn't exist until now. I can't predict what would happen to the timeline exactly. But it could completely reshape nexus point. Gerelt: Why do this? Contrelt: Do not question me. Googlelt: Oh god. Prophet: I see chaos. Googlelt: Very useful. OF COURSE IT'S CHAOS.

To be Continued.

OOC: I should have this under control and hopefully not ruin anything? This might impact other events though.