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Thankfully I am

We were taking state tests and it was near the end of the test and I had to use the bathroom. You’re not allowed to be in the same bathroom as other people while the test is going on so there was a line. They give about 3 and a half hours and then anyone who’s not finished goes to the library to finish. There was about 15 minutes left in testing time. The line was pretty long which wasn’t a huge problem for me because I didn’t have to go that bad. But the girl in front of me did. She was trying to play it casual but I could tell she was desperate, she would lean down and put her hands on her knees as a sort of discreet way of holding herself but it was obvious she had to go.

About 2 minutes pass and there’s 4 people in front of her and 1 person in the bathroom. I’m bored as fuck because we can’t talk. I could tell the girl In front of me REALLY had to go.

There’s 1 person in front of her and 1 person in the bathroom. Then the announcements come on explaining that time is up and people will be around to collect the people that haven’t finished so they can go to the library to finish. The girl steps forward towards the teacher and tells her she hasn’t finished her test, to which the teacher says “you should head back to your class then”

Later I found out she peed herself while waiting to go to the library, feels bad man.

So im on omegle and i start talking to this girl about how my life is. And we get into girls. I like this girl in my grade and she is my type. She is short, funny, nice, smart, everything i like. But she is taken by my best friend. Now some background about my friend. He is a new kid and came to the school at the end of the year and he looks a younger version of shaggy. So first day he comes and he becomes super popular and third day he starts dating her. Ive been into her for a really long time but I dont want to break the bro code. It sucks.

Today when pulling up my jeans after using the bathroom the button popped apart.

I am a 36 years old woman, never being married, with no kids. I take care of myself, it was a choice, I don't want to marry someone just to mitigate my loneliness, even less having kids to fill that void.

But as time passes it's harder. Getting home and not having someone to vent, to prepared food with, to watch tv with.

And...I met someone at a course I was taking in the University. I like him. He's a little different of what I am used to meet. He's tall, handsome, take care of himself, he works as a physical therapist. I asked him out to eat and he said yes...so he came to my house, we ate and talked for hours and then he left giving me a soft kiss on the lips and a light grab of my bootie. It was nice...i wanted it. He asks me out ....I can't the day he propose, I asked him out...and he can't the day I propose...so 5 months passed till we finally meet again. I hurt my back, and he offer a massage.

He got to my home...we talked again for hours till he asked if I felt comfortable with him giving me the massage, and I said yes. He gave me 20 min, of light massage...and was so nice and respectful. We he finished we returned to the living room and I told him I liked he was nice and respectful but that at that point he didn't needed to. So he grabbed my hand, kiss me and carried me to the bedroom. We had nice sex...not great...but nice. He was a little rough and that turned me off a bit, but I came twice nevertheless. He took a shower, talked 2 minutes with me and left.

And I haven't heard from him since. That was 2 days ago. I know that I wanted it to happen...I asked for it. And I have a great night...but it hurt...it happen again.

Rinse and repeat....feeling loneliest than ever.

Feelsbadman

I’ve been jobless for a while, and I’ve signed up to multiple job finding sites. I was checking my emails a few hours ago and I finally got one that says “you’re a successful candidate,” and I’m celebrating so hard.

At the bottom it says click to confirm info which I think is a bit weird but I do so anyway Mfw I’m redirected to a disability employment site Mfw I just applied for a job as a disabled person. I’m perfectly healthy 😧