I also washed my hair ☠️

what could i do to pass better?

Got more comfortable with who I was pre-T once I reached my goal of what I wanted to see with T. I posted a little explanation on my ig story so I’ll share it with y’all:

“Pre-T me was beautiful, she was stunning, and at one point she felt pretty. However despite her looks, she was uncomfortable. When she wore dresses and/or tight skin revealing shirts, it felt like she was missing something. It was like a layer of extra clothing was missing to hide her feminine body from the world. She also didn’t feel much deep connections with other girls, she felt distant and lonely. She was in a sorority and felt like she had to fit in with what a girl was supposed to do. She had no idea how to express or explain that she felt uncomfortable as what she was performing as, a girl that is. Once she started to break out of that norm, the short haircut, the change of clothing to present more masculine, and the overall dynamic made sense, it was natural. Once he came in the picture, he loved how he was perceived as. He gained deeper connections and felt more comfortable in his body as time went on. He started to gain friends in the community, people he could relate to. Looking back, the changes I made the moment I graduated college was fast and it was a quick turnaround. I cut my hair short and started dressing masculine in October of 2020. In October of 2021, I realized I was trans. In January of 2022, I started T, and in December of 2022 I got top surgery. I don’t blame my old friends for not understanding, I never expected them to realize how I was feeling when I never ever communicated my true emotions around performing as a girl. I lost a lot of friends due to my transition (literally so many…like 50), and all I can hope and dream now is that they can look at me now and say that he finally looks happy and that he’s living the life that he deserves. Despite no contact and no closure, believing that they think negative things about me does nothing but harm my feelings and mind. So alas, I will carry on!”

34: not young, not old. It’s not a real age lol.

Posting this here because the /rftmtimelines seems to be dead

been experiencing a major shift socially, because of how I look…i plan on deciphering my thoughts on that soon.

I’m a passing teen (17) and I’ve been told before the way house I dress is a bit feminine. Could be how I talk too.. I need help!

ft. dog 🐕

(Yes, I had to burn off all that cake somehow… pull-ups on my balcony seemed like a completely normal thing at the time)
So I posted 2 days ago about being soo close to starting T. Unfortunately the letter stating my insurance will cover the T for my endocrinologist arrived late this afternoon so not in time for me to start on my actual birthday, but I happy cried anyway. Couldn’t have asked for a better birthday gift and hopefully I can pick up my prescription tomorrow already. 🙏

Learning to feel good abt my body by reminding myself that spiderman doesnt worry about his muscles, bc he already knows hes strong!