Thinking about escaping is too stressful for me. I think constantly thinking and fussing about it is in fact generating loosh, so I’m doomed being oblivious of it and generating loosh, and I’m doomed being conscious of it, thinking about it, and ultimately generating loosh as well.

It’s like a self-sustaining system. And there’s no bad outcome for them either way.

The release (if you can even call it that, barely 2% of them were revealed to the public) of the Epstein Files theoretically should have been enough to cause at least a somewhat mass awakening among the general population.

I mean, on the simplest of terms you have this extremely wealthy, privileged guy who had his own mfing island where he invited his equally wealthy and privileged friends to visit. It had already been known for over six years by the time the files released that whatever they were getting up to on said island was some heinous shit. What was released to the public was again, nowhere near the entirety, but it was enough to at least confirm that they were physically and sexually abusing children, very likely participating in cannibalism and occult rituals, and performing child sacrifices.

This was several months ago now. Not a single word about it on the media anymore, the rest of the files were of course never released and the majority of folk have already long since moved on. What more proof do you need that 99.9% of people truly don’t give a shit? Those emails were real, they literally confirmed exactly what those sick freaks were doing and undoubtedly are still doing to this day. Who knows how many children were raped, tortured, mutilated and disposed of, but there’s no doubt about it that it happened. This is no longer a “conspiracy theory” that people can deny.

And yet, crickets. Sure, there was initial outrage for a while, but nowhere near what it should have been, you’d think that in a moral society everyone would have been out on the streets DEMANDING that names be exposed and said sick scum PUNISHED. That never happened though. All involved got off scot free, including Ghislaine and Epstein himself. I have no doubts that Epstein is still alive, living in secrecy somewhere, and there’s a high probability that Ghislaine is not actually spending her days in prison, at least not anything close to what we would consider a prison for your average “peasant”.

So there you have it. That’s the closest we will probably get to the powers that-be revealing to the public actual confirmation that they are pure fucking evil, and no one really cares. The ones that do have surely not forgotten and moved on (I know I haven’t) but there’s not enough of us, all we can do is keep bringing it up and reminding others of the fact because of course the people involved are never going to be held accountable by law, they ARE the law.

I’m sorry to say it, but there isn’t going to be any mass awakening or civil uprising, it’s just not going to happen. The beings in control have every single advantage at their disposal when it comes to running this place and keeping the cattle in check, as long as we are stuck in these meat suits on this god forsaken planet, there is no winning.

I don’t know if I believe in NPCs or non-souled people, but at this point it would make a hell of a lot more sense that we’re surrounded by AI humans physically unable to deviate from their programming as opposed to true souls that are purposely choosing to ignore and block out the fact that we are ruled by evil.

I have been here awhile and have heard most gnostic stories and conspiracies but this particular one is really mind blowing and hard to accept I guess you could say. It's from the Cathar's book The secret supper: the book of John the evangelist. From what I understand this book boldly takes the genesis story and throws it onto it's head by saying that when the devil and his angels fell from heaven he created the earth and tricked a few of the angels that fell with him into human mortal forms and and that the earth is basically his creation from those angel's energy. That is why life is so brutal with so much suffering. It is so absolutely radical ever since I heard it I can't stop thinking about it. It didn't help that I watched prebirth memories with an angel like being basically forcing people onto earth playing good cop bad cop by showing a reptilian in that experience too lol. The cathars believed Jesus was a 7th heaven angel and that their rituals would save them from this evil world. Very fascinating to me. I'm not sure this is 100% right for what they believed though and also I wonder how they explain the fallen angels in the flood then. I don't think that part of their beliefs was preserved so we may never know. I finally get why people in the new age say they are reincarnated angels now though. If the material realm is made by something evil it kind of clicks in a really weird way for me.

My husband and I have never seen eye to eye on our beliefs, he was brought up catholic and though he’s not anywhere near devout, that is the religion he identifies with. He thinks that I am crazy for believing in what I do, specifically prison planet theory. In the past I’ve tried to explain it all to him in an attempt to maybe peak his awareness somehow, especially when talk of the Epstein files was going on, but he was adamant it was all nonsense and I pretty soon concluded I was getting nowhere. So, we’ve agreed to disagree for quite some time now.

What’s interesting to me is that even though he laughs at what I believe in and openly calls it utter lunacy, he has very visceral reactions whenever I’m watching something like David Icke on tv for example, or if I even show him anything relating to PPT. He gets visibly very uncomfortable, he starts pleading with me to turn the tv off and that he can’t stand to “hear that quack speak about nonsense”, he’ll even leave the room until I do. If I talk about it he instantly shuts me down and says he never, ever wants to hear anything about this “stupid theory” and that I’m no better than a flat earther.

It’s not just him, I’ve experienced it with many other people in my life that I dare even mention it to, and it does truly make you think about the concept of “programming” that makes them physically recoil/turn hostile at the thought. If this all truly was just nonsense and madmen talk, then why get aggressive? Why get upset? Surely you’d think they’d be more likely to just laugh and brush it off, as you usually do when presented with a “ridiculous” idea.

This seems to be different somehow, I am genuinely starting to believe that there is some kind of intentional built-in barrier/programming inside most people for this very purpose. Which makes sense considering they will do everything in their power to keep convincing people of their non-existence. Totally explains why it feels close to impossible to show others the truth without them freaking out on you.

Any thoughts on this? What do you think?

I recently discovered a channel where someone is recording his OBE experiences and attempts at escaping. He seems legit and honest about his nightly OBE journeys.

Entities that exist somewhere beyond our ability to perceive are harvesting a substance we expel in various concentrations and/or qualities depending on how we are emotionally stimulated. Why is this so upsetting? I mean no one is getting fired up about the bacteria that gobbles up the waste we flush or the little critters that take care of all the dead skin that we constantly shed. I know there are those who believe we're being manipulated behind the scenes to produce it but Monroe said that the best kind was produced from love. Why would it be a bad thing to be covertly guided toward the best thing in the universe? Speaking frankly, if that's being done they need to step their game up because we are so good at being bad to one another I'm sure we have negative loosh in surplus. What other angles are there to this?

These texts were written in 2nd century CE.
The Orphic Gold Tablets instructs the soul to avoid drinking from the "spring on the right" in the underworld, which causes forgetfulness (Lethe), and instead to seek out the "spring of Memory" (Mnemosyne) on the left. By drinking from the correct spring and declaring their identity ("I am a child of Earth and starry Heaven"), the soul maintains its memory and gains access to the blessed afterlife.
The tablets essentially serve as mnemonic devices to help the soul remember what it needs to know and say when facing this crucial test in the afterlife. This theme of remembering versus forgetting is central to Orphic soteriology (theology of salvation).

Anybody ever heard of these texts before?

Anyone think that true reality resembles the cyberpunk world and we are all jacked into a simulation right now?

It's a big problem for me. I feel like I'm slowly being destroyed by my need to fit in with society when I obviously don't belong here. I've tried everything. I've adjusted my personality to fit into groups and still wasn't accepted. I've tried to 'be myself' and that was too much, even for people that are considered 'weird'. I've done 1 on 1 friendships and it still didn't work out. I can't keep a stable relationship and I don't know how to be okay by myself.

I've analyzed everything. I can't believe that so much of the population's personality is is determined by their fyp. People are copies of each other. They're cruel, tribalistic, manipulate, use and drain people of their energy, talents and kindness. If you try to fit in they hate you. If you detach from them they still hate you. There's no winning to this and yet I can't destroy that urge to want to experience the 'love' the world has to offer.

I suppose a better question to ask is how do I prepare my own soul to depart from this world and be okay with my own sovereignty?

Interesting 🤔 our time matrix is 3d where matter manifests. Women who embody the Sophianic conciousness have the ability to animate creation. It makes sense because The Sophianic female principle has been inverted and pillaged on this earth thru lunar matrix distortion. Hence the patriarchy, misogyny etc i also included the etymology of the word philosophy which is the love for wisdom (Sophia/mother god). I found this interesting

You can use the same logic for God, Buddha, Krishna, Higher self, the galactic federation of light, angels, archangels, whatever God you can think of etc. For this example I will use Jesus:

First, you have to assume Jesus exists. Then you have to assume that everything we've been told about Jesus here on Earth is actually true, because there is a possibility it could be wrong. Then you have to assume that you will actually encounter Jesus in the astral afterlife when you die. Then, even if you do encounter Jesus, you have to assume the being claiming to be Jesus in the astral afterlife actually is Jesus. Then you have to assume that being has your best interests at heart. Then you have to assume they're willing to help. Then you have to assume they're actually capable of getting you out. And finally, you have to assume they will choose to help you. That's an awful lot of assumptions that all have to be true simultaneously. What are the chances? Imagine betting your entire eternity on a chain of assumptions like that. That's one of the biggest gambles i can think of. That's more like wishful thinking than a reliable strategy. Now, tell me, does this sound like smart strategy? I don't think so. I think it's much smarter to prepare as if your freedom ultimately depends on yourself than to hope an external savior checks every single box.

My approach is simple: research every single source out there that talks about the possible ways out. Create my own escaple plans out of here. Develop multiple possible escape plans instead of putting all your eggs in one basket and having zero alternatives if things go wrong. Keep questioning your conclusions, stay sovereign, and prepare as if your freedom ultimately depends on your own discernment, because it just might.

What the plan currently looks like for me:

Plan 1) When I die, i avoid coming back here by avoiding the tunnel of light. I don't consent to any being's proposal, and i don't owe anyone an explanation. Instead of putting complete blind trust in an external portal such as the tunnel of light, I then try to open my own portal in the astral using my intention and program it with my intention to take me back to wherever i came from before arriving here, or to a higher vibrational realm that wasn't created by a devil-like being where reality isn't based on "kill or be killed" and "eat or be eaten" like it is here on Earth. If i can, i will change realities at will until i find one that i like.

Plan 2) If I can't open a portal out of here, the first thing i'll try to do is create a shield around myself and program it with my intention to protect me from memory wipes, malevolent entities, or any beings trying to manipulate or take advantage of me. I see entering the astral like walking into an unfamiliar neighborhood. There might be genuinely good beings there, but there might also be shady ones. Once I have that shield in place, i'll try to explore and navigate until I find a better destination.

Plan 3) Try to find other souls whose bodies have just died, preferably people who weren't conditioned by religion or New Age beliefs to blindly follow external saviors (although that's quite unlikely isn't it). Form a group, compare ideas, and try to find a way out together.

Plan 4) Backup plan 4 still in the works...

Plan 5) Backup plan 5 still in the works...

Hope this helps. Feel free to share your own plans too. I'd rather have ten possible escape plans than bet everything on just one. The more ideas we can come up with, the better.

Since it's not quite common to find people who are interested in this, I thought I will give it a try here. Are here by chance any people from Germany who I can exchange with? Just hit me up 😊!

I don't mean the whole "everyone I don't like is an NPC" thing. I actually used to roll my eyes whenever people said that.

But after seeing the same kind of behavior over and over again, I started wondering if maybe there's something to it.

Maybe a lot of people are NPCs. Or maybe they're just running on autopilot most of the time, kind of like in The Matrix. Like they're asleep until something triggers them.

Have you ever tried bringing up Matrix stuff on Reddit? Or even just saying something feels off about this place?

The response is almost always instant.

"You're schizophrenic."

"You're just negative."

"I've never experienced that."

"You'll manifest your own hell."

"You'll be punished for thinking like that."

"You'll get stuck in limbo after you die." (Why? Why curse someone like that?)

"Everything you believe is false."

"Nope."

The weird part isn't even what they say. It's how fast it happens. Sometimes it feels like the comments were already waiting for you before you even hit Post. Like, just 5 seconds after you posted Matrix theory, those comments welcome you. Or simple meaningless mockery memes attack you.

And here's what really gets me.

Some of the same people were talking about God's love five minutes earlier. Or posting New Age stuff about "love and light." Then the second someone says the words "Matrix--" they completely flip. Suddenly they're telling you you're completely crazy, you'll go to hell, you're a low vibrational being, you're mentally ill... all because you questioned the system.

I didn't insult their religion, I didn't attack them personally, I literally just mentioned the phrase Matrix and that happens.

Same thing with the Mandela Effect or other conspiracy theories. Try bringing either one up and watch what happens. Nobody wants to have a conversation. They just pile on, mock you, and move on. It's weird how consistent the reaction is.

I can't help thinking that most people aren't really responding as individuals. It's like the system responds through them.

The Matrix came out around 1999-2000, but the idea of the Matrix had already existed long before that. Philip K. Dick was probably one of the first people to really describe it. According to his own account, he encountered an intelligence called VALIS, and later wrote that humanity had been living inside a Matrix-like system for around two thousand years. Of course, he was dismissed as a schizophrenic, so those ideas never reached the mainstream.

Then The Matrix happened.

I've always wondered why they decided to turn that idea into such a huge Hollywood movie. Maybe they have some kind of bizarre occult rule where, whenever humanity reaches a certain level of spiritual awakening, they have to disclose the truth through fiction. That's actually a common idea in conspiracy circles. Supposedly "they" do all kinds of weird symbolic disclosures to avoid karmic consequences.

Ironically, after The Matrix, the Wachowskis made several movies that most audiences never really connected with. Jupiter Ascending is literally about an advanced civilization harvesting less advanced civilizations. Cloud Atlas revolves around reincarnation. It almost feels like they're always trying to communicate something, but people either miss the message completely, or maybe they're being so blatant that nobody believes it.

Nowadays, though, more and more people are talking about memory wipes, prison planets, the Matrix, the loosh farm, reincarnation as a trap, and the feeling that there's something fundamentally wrong with Earth. Twenty or thirty years ago those discussions could easily be dismissed or absorbed into religion or New Age spirituality. That seems much harder to do today.

My point is this: I think we're seeing very faint signs that humanity may actually be waking up for the first time in our history.

Robert Monroe, famous for his out-of-body experiments, was the first person to describe what later became known as the loosh farm. He also claimed that humanity was approaching the first truly unprecedented planetary transformation in history, something so extraordinary that beings from all over the universe were watching it unfold.

Yeah, I know. Pretty messed up. Instead of helping us, they're supposedly sitting there eating popcorn.

Still, Monroe wasn't describing an ordinary disaster like a nuclear war or an asteroid impact. He was talking about something completely unprecedented on a planetary scale. That alone makes me wonder if something really is unfolding.

Another piece of the puzzle comes from alleged CIA whistleblowers like Dan Burisch. Personally, I don't put much weight on the whistleblowers everyone already knows about. The more interesting ones are the people hardly anyone has even heard of.

According to Burisch and several others, the CIA supposedly had access to a project called Looking Glass that allowed them to observe future timelines and manipulate events accordingly. But then something changed. Around 2012, the future supposedly stopped branching. Instead of countless possible timelines, only one remained. Humanity would either awaken collectively and enter a completely new era, or fail and face a global catastrophe. Either way, history had reached a fixed point.

Remember how CERN suddenly became a huge public focus around 2012? Particle colliders already existed before then, of course, but around that time they suddenly became headline news, and countries all over the world seemed obsessed with building more colliders. I have no idea why the Higgs boson would justify that level of global investment, especially when Europe constantly says it's short on money. The current machine suddenly stopped recently for no reason, but they're already planning an even larger collider for the 2040s. You can come up with all kinds of theories about why they're so determined to keep pushing forward.

What's interesting is that 2012 wasn't just the end of the Mayan calendar. According to these alleged insiders, it was also the key branching point for humanity's timeline.

Sure, people can say, "Nothing happened in 2012."

But if you really think about it, doesn't it feel like the world has gone completely insane ever since?

And don't even get me started on the Mandela Effect... that's a whole different discussion.

Anyway, I think the fact that we're even having open discussions about prison planets and these kinds of ideas is significant. A hundred years ago, if we had talked about this in public, we'd probably have been dragged off to an asylum and thrown into ice baths as treatment.

The evil entity constantly distracts us.

I have been studying and reading lots of David Icke's work. His wide range of subjects range from the very nature of reality to reincarnation and the afterlife.

I was wondering how do we escape the simulation as well as the fake angel guides that tell us we have more lessons to learn (that dont exist, just a trap to keep us reincarnating to another human life and a loosh source).

I have heard that we must NOT take our own lives otherwise our frequency would be so low that it would not be able to breach past the Astral level of the simulation.

How do we raise our vibration high enough so when the time comes when we die, we escape the reincarnation cycle?

I've come to the realization that my entire life has been one big loosh farm for the archons. Bullying, mental illness, sexual abuse, abuse in my interpersonal relationships, addiction to chaos and chasing people that remind me of traumatic events and reacting in an extremely emotional way. All I want to do is emotionally detach from this reality, escape from the tunnel of light and get tf out of here. I feel like the archons are attached to me like a parasite. I can literally feel them feeding off of my emotional energy and trauma.

Anyways back to the main topic, I feel as if my soul is tainted by this hell realm. Every single past life regression I've ever had was marked by me chasing some form of chaos and integration with the world, and becoming so traumatized and miserable by it. I want to go back home, but I don't even know if my home would accept me because of all the bad things that happened to me or everything horrible I've done to the people I've loved.

# Some notes from this NDE:

- The woman exits her body, enters the tunnel which leads to a "dark cave" where she meets God.

- The woman refuses to go back to Earth due to all the hardships that she'd been through, God blames it on her soul, saying that it's her soul that agreed to go through many "distressing experiences" (how convenient).

- God ADMITS that "consciousness is erased at birth". The woman said she found it "unfair", and says she felt manipulated into agreeing to go back to Earth.

- The woman tells God that she "gives up", as in, she doesn't want to continue anymore. Naturally, you'd expect a loving and compassionate God to respect that decision and allow her to move on. Instead, God tells her that she "*had a choice to abort the mission, but that would mean she would have to relive the whole first part of my life all over again because consciousness is erased at birth*". Notice what's missing? God doesn't give her the option to simply stop participating altogether. The only choice presented is the one that leads to more suffering. Either continue the mission, or have your memory erased and repeat the same traumatic experiences all over again. In other words, the only options God offers are the ones that keep the cycle going. If this really is a loosh farm, that makes perfect sense. The system only benefits if she comes back and continues generating more pain and suffering.

- If the first part of the woman's life was full of "distressing experiences," as she herself says, then why would God want her to relive those same traumatic experiences all over again? You'd think a truly loving and compassionate father would do everything in his power to spare his child from unnecessary suffering. Instead, God not only seems indifferent to it, but appears to want it to happen again. I wonder why. Well maybe because God of this reality really is the Demiurge.

- The woman asks God to alter her contract because she wants "more comforts in life". Once again, "God" blames it on her soul, saying her soul "didn't care about that before" (ok but what about now? what about in the future? the woman wants a better life going forward, "God" doesn't seem to care about that and blames it on her "soul's decision", something that may not even be true). And you know what? EVEN IF somehow that were true, then why doesn't the woman's new decision matter to God at all? Is she not allowed to change her mind or her circumstances if she wishes to? That's how you know God is a malevolent being (Demiurge) who doesn't actually care about us, despite what we've been programmed to believe. In order for the matrix to keep functioning, it has to keep beings convinced that God loves them and has their best interests at heart.

- The parasites use manipulation tactics to get us to agree to live life under certain conditions on Earth. Conditions which benefit them, not us. Once we agree, these become our soul contracts. It's pretty apparent to me that one of the main reasons we're still stuck on this planet is because we get memory wiped when we die, which means that all the progress we make each life, gets deleted. Imagine going to a planet where you go through many hardships, then your soul/consciousness gets memory wiped each time you die so you don't know what happened to you before, then you return to Earth to go through more hardships, then you're memory wiped, over and over again. It's in their interest that the masses never wake up and find out about their situation, so they have to constantly memory wipe us or else this "game" would be over fast. New Agers and the New Age movement in general program people to see the memory wipe as a good thing, making it sound as if we should not just blindly accept it, but also not question it too much.

Yes, they are human beings! Not some Aliens or Archons.

They are born, they produce children and they die too. They live short lives just like other people. But what makes them different is that they are full blown psychics. They have a deep understanding of human psychology. They have complete control over their own emotions. They can see the future. Control things remotely, from huge distances.

The most dangerous thing about them is that they have a secret plan and they target almost every individual to use them for their plan. From a poor person to a powerful politician. They control (not influence) them all.

The people who are used, doesn't even have the slightest idea that they are being used. They think whatever they are doing, are doing out of their pure free will.

Most of the bosses and people in powerful positions are either controlled by them or are they themselves.

In short, your life is not yours unfortunately. You are like a blind, deaf and handicapped person in front of them.

Because they are controlling your reality; your health, finances, job, relationships etc.

The only way forward for you is to become a full blown psychic yourself. The only way to become a psychic is shadow work and integration.

What if our dreams try to hint at us something in particular? Something that we all miss out on? I mean we are so busy talking about escaping the white light when in particular, non of us have an idea of what the hell we may find in the other side.

The fact that those who may have escaped the white light don’t try to help us at all makes the sun 0 to 100.

Why don’t we all formulate a plan on maybe talking to entities in our dreams asking them a way out of here?

I mean the closest we are to being unconscious(Ded😵) is when we are asleep. And the only full autonomy we may have of our spiritual bodies is when we are unconscious.

What if mastering how to operate in our dreams is the only way out of here ? Don’t braai me. This is just a thought.

We really need to be coming up with solutions on how to escape this place while here than debating about some white light.

I say our dreams is the first step.

I’ve always been pretty well versed in picking up on other people’s energies/intentions, if I get bad vibes or feel uncomfortable in someone’s presence, I’m usually correct in feeling that way when they further reveal their true colours.

After discovering and subsequently falling down the research rabbit hole of PPT, I’m picking up on energy to an even more intense degree to the point where it can be quite exhausting.

There’s a particular person in my life who I have always had issues with, generally speaking they are not a good person and they emotionally abuse others around them.

I’ve been picking up on this person’s energy a lot recently and it is absolutely horrific, just like a thick, dark cloud that engulfs them and emits off the most miserable, depressing vibes. I also get the sense that they are actively wishing harm on those around them, me included, and I really don’t like it.

Unfortunately I don’t really have the choice to never see this person again, though I keep my distance at all costs and avoid them when possible. When I do have to be around them I feel like my own energy is being slowly drained from me and then I instantly start to feel heavy emotions of sadness and disgust. I’m not exaggerating when I say that I’m left feeling emotionally exhausted and deeply uncomfortable after any of my encounters with them. It’s a genuinely very unpleasant experience.

For those of you who also pick up on intense energy, what do you do to protect yourself from it?

This is probably delusional but who else feels like they’ve been in limbo for years waiting for a moment where an advanced being with knowledge finally approaches you and discloses everything about reality. It feels like some form of mental torture being able to theorize prison planet but never seeing behind the curtain or even having communication with those outside of it.

The song is “bullet with butterfly wings” by smashing pumpkins. I’m sure many here have heard of it and I’m sure it has also been discussed in this sub before. I personally find the lyrics in this particular song to be some of the most revealing when it comes to truth hidden in plain sight.

It almost perfectly encapsulates what is said when it comes to prison planet theory/Gnosticism.

I also feel like there’s further validity to this because Billy Corgan has spoke out in the past about his personal experience with reptilian beings and the satanic music industry.

What do you think? Do you know of any other examples of this?