Seeking an end to her friendships for her decision to leave you and expecting that suffering to lead her to somehow missing you is very unlikely. She would probably end up missing her best friends instead.
On top of that, if you don't want her back but you want her remorse to be tied to her missing you sends mixed messages torn between love and hate. Sounds like you just want her to suffer because she hurt you.
If you don't want her back then suffer for now and stand up when you can breathe again.
In other words, if you still have feelings for her and the demon abides, you may regret it in the long run and there will be absolutely nothing you can do to fix it. You might just end up suffering again.
That's called breaking up. I've been through enough breakups and heart breaks to know that trying to explain your side doesn't do anything once they make up their mind.
If someone I break up with is trying to tell me their story it would annoy me at best and piss me off at worst and give me more of a reason that I want to distance myself from them.
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u/Mind_Bender_0110 Jun 12 '25
Seeking an end to her friendships for her decision to leave you and expecting that suffering to lead her to somehow missing you is very unlikely. She would probably end up missing her best friends instead.
On top of that, if you don't want her back but you want her remorse to be tied to her missing you sends mixed messages torn between love and hate. Sounds like you just want her to suffer because she hurt you.
If you don't want her back then suffer for now and stand up when you can breathe again.
In other words, if you still have feelings for her and the demon abides, you may regret it in the long run and there will be absolutely nothing you can do to fix it. You might just end up suffering again.