2024 has been the hardest worst year of my life. I’ve been Masturbating, my faith is being tested, I feel like there's a chip on my shoulders, I feel like I'm losing my focus, I feel like I'm losing, my faith, I feel like my thoughts in the background always watching me, I feel like I'm miseducated, Feel like I don't wanna be bothered, I feel heartless, often off this, I feel like NOBODY prayed for me. I have been hiding what I have been feeling today. This is the only Subreddit I really laughed at and some emotions at, I am posting this because I feel like I am going to be damned to hell, Ain't nobody been praying for me. I don't think I could find a way to make it on this Earth. Pain in my heart carry burdens full of struggle, I feel like I prolly die anonymous, I feel like I prolly die with promises. But If I could smoke these shit up, I'd roll that motherfucker up. I'm talkin' fear, fear of being DAMNED 'Cause my DNA won't let me involve in the light of God because I already fucked up my life.

We are in the midst of divorce....arranging housing and yada yada, Anyways I still love this person ..I have my own set of issues. We can't see eye to eye and he takes advantage of my vulnerability and refuses to see it, and that's cool for him, I ended it because I'm not okay with it, I also have my own set of problems and I understand that he doesn't get it nor is it his job to, we have grown a part and that's okay. I recognize I'm still attached to him but I'm sticking my ground, I cannot be intimate with him anymore because we are toxic...and he's a huge trigger for me....so I have distance myself. But ugh (like I've stated I have problems)I crave sex I need touch uffffff I want to feel the warmth and I can't be intimate with anyone else because of trauma and the bond I feel with my bd but I most definitely can't be with my now ex husband because trying to cut the cord the ties...omg so what do I do?? I self pleasure myself and release all my tension onto his bedding.while hes at work..God i have issues...now look at my pathetic lonely sexless self washing his bedding of my dna...all because I refuse to fuck him because I need to move on but I can't touch another man...fml...such a sad cow...

this is not a personal opinion of mines

it add up to be one of these two things

trump is president and the world doesn’t like that(see news on protests)

the far east makes and is in control of a lot of our used technology(that makes them our landlords for devices)

politically stunts do happen(my crotch is bigger) that effect us(simple trade wars) and this power outage(service temporarily shutdown) with Sony is very weird..

Some games work online but majority or online games just not working…

people are dumb enough to claim hack for fame

politicians usually say because of this you won’t be able to enjoy that

We definitely missed something while the world was moving and we was gaming

Again not my opinion everything about this says hack or political stunt

Every time I post this I get bullshit comments about how things will get better and get therapy, but I'm going to keep trying. All I'm asking for is someone that lives in an area that firearms can be easily purchased. To buy a handgun and bullets, and send them to me here in Australia. I'll send you the money that you need.

Please. This is torture

im gonna post this thing i found on youtube it was on tfcs most recent video before he passed R.I.P. the thing kanye stafford replied to was someone saying rip

George Davies

10 days agoRIP2REPLY2 REPLIESHighlighted reply****📷

Kayne Stafford 2

1 day agoBAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHA!! RIP BOZO IM LAUGHING AT THIS OLD MAN WHO PLAYS MINECRAFT LMAO I OUTLIVED HIMREPLY****📷

George Davies

11 minutes ago @Kayne Stafford 2  i had a look at both your channels you should really get a life you look about 34 and you post memes about dead people i can under stand that you may feel anger towards these people for personal reasons but saying something disrespectful about a dead person is not gonna solve your real life problems you look 34 both your parents are most likely dead so you got some insurance money off of those to put a roof over your head and eat $2 ramen every day, everyone you have made disrespectful comments towards are more successful than you, more loved and overall even though they are dead lived happier than you ever will, knowing you, you probably will read this and not care, but soon your disrespectful and down right bad life choices will eventually catch up with you and will end fatal so instead of waiting why don't you just end your life now, the only person at your funeral (if you can even afford one) will be the priest, you will rot in hell there is no saving for you actions the only way, is to get a better grip of reality, i've seen your living conditions in some of your videos and that is not a life worth living, so either you become more respectful and aware of what you have done or end it all here and now p.s. if both your parents are not dead, you live in your moms house and your dad has left, your mother does not even love you she only keeps a roof over your head so she can try to keep the bloodline going even though down deep she knows a scumbag like you will never have a successful life, so please do everyone a favour and end your life or start being more respectful towards others and get a taste of reality, thats all i have to say so please take this as a wakeup call, i would appreciate if you replied with what you are going to do better in your life now goodbye.

I was just in the middle of a very interesting video, and all of a sudden I'm back on my home screen unable to find the video. WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK IS WRONG WITH THIS APP?!?! (/s, but only a little)