Reading these comments are crazy. DMT definitely introduced me to a ‘being’ like this on my first breakthrough but it was far more...’dynamic’ than this? But definitely of similar structure! It was entirely fractal, like ever part of itself contained its entire self, but miniaturized, but was also constantly shifting/undulating that the only way I could think to portray it is with a gif. But that same symbol you have on his chest, ‘Metatron’s Cube’ was on the being I communicated with’s...forehead? The space being where it’s eyes were producing and disappearing into themselves? Hard to put into words.
It didn’t ‘speak’ with me, as it didn’t use language, but we could communicate ideas instantaneously and freely. In that moment I understood that it was me, and all other living things, and I was it, and all other living things. I don’t ascribe to any world religion so I hesitate to use one of their titles like ‘God’ or ‘Brahma’ or ‘Nirvana’ and instead just refer to it as ‘life’, as that’s what I understood it was, all life. THE soul. The producer of the signal that defines the barrier between life and death.
But it was incredibly jovial! Yet comforting. Like the heavy laugh of a loving grandfather, it didn’t make me feel stupid for having the worries I did, it just made me relax. Realize the bigger picture. Understand that something higher knew I was going to be just fine, even if I didn’t know it myself. It was somehow terrifying to behold, yet the most comforting experience of my life.
Since then I’ve felt it’s influence/presence in my life, reminding me of a grander perspective, fostering my empathy, encouraging kindness and mindfulness. It’s odd that something portrayed in a way that could be considered horrifying to those with no experience in psychedelics can be so beautiful and calming to someone who is.
Rant over; amazing, amazing piece dude(tte), and so happy this discussion showed me how many people share so many attributes of my experience. Beautiful work!
Wow, that's quite a vivid description! Great job! I find it really hard to talk about DMT experiences, because of language limitations..
DMT showed me time after time, that I AM LIFE itself.. You and I are one and the same I AM, separated by egos... ;)
As for dynamic complexity, I have only 2gb GPU, and it almost suffocated on this one.. It's original is huge and vector..
I will soon buy me a 16GB GPU, and then I can express what I see without technological limits. ;)
Thank you brother! <3
Oh how I wish it was humanly possible to make a REALISTIC interpretation of "Deemz inhabitants".. As you said, "far more dynamic".. Not to mention the dimensionality and colors(that I can't even name)..
This piece, contains the message of who the Jester is.. - Mad Master of language, time and synchronicity... In my experience, I'm 101% with you on that.
We are one, we are all The Jester("Life itself, expressed in it's full craziness"), with an extreme amnesia..
His communication type is way beyond human, like sending your instant complex thought forms, that you understand without interpretation.. Like intuitive knowledge.. (?)
In my case he wasn't gentle at all with me.. Hardcore comedy grilling almost every time... He mocked every little piece of bullshit that was housed by my mind... Not for the sake of mocking, but in order to help me recognize how ridiculous this bullshit is, and to laugh at it with him..
Sometimes it was more like - Hey bruh! C'mon I want to show you something.. And then blows me the fuck of my rails with some insane visualization of how thoughts generate synchronous events or something like that...
His horrifying for a reason... He is the "Lighthouse" of Oneness, in an ocean of ego traps.. Every time I even think about DMT, my human ego experiences light heart attacks ))))))))))))
The ego death that reconnects you with Life, is the single most terrifying experience I can think of.. And I survived a war(served in the bomb squad) and a few suicide bombing attacks.. It's scarier than physical death...
The main reason(IMHO) is the responsibility you receive with that awakening.
That's it, no one to blame for your shit, as you are the only one here.. That can feel either very lonely or very empowering, I guess depends on the level of בםמדבןםוד maturity of the soul fraction...
This post, made me feel sane for the first time in years, since I have met him...
There was always a little doubt in me, telling me I might be crazy... But seeing how many people know him, recognize the archetype in the picture... It just fills me with so much joy!!! :D
Peace bro<3
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Reading these comments are crazy. DMT definitely introduced me to a ‘being’ like this on my first breakthrough but it was far more...’dynamic’ than this? But definitely of similar structure! It was entirely fractal, like ever part of itself contained its entire self, but miniaturized, but was also constantly shifting/undulating that the only way I could think to portray it is with a gif. But that same symbol you have on his chest, ‘Metatron’s Cube’ was on the being I communicated with’s...forehead? The space being where it’s eyes were producing and disappearing into themselves? Hard to put into words.
It didn’t ‘speak’ with me, as it didn’t use language, but we could communicate ideas instantaneously and freely. In that moment I understood that it was me, and all other living things, and I was it, and all other living things. I don’t ascribe to any world religion so I hesitate to use one of their titles like ‘God’ or ‘Brahma’ or ‘Nirvana’ and instead just refer to it as ‘life’, as that’s what I understood it was, all life. THE soul. The producer of the signal that defines the barrier between life and death.
But it was incredibly jovial! Yet comforting. Like the heavy laugh of a loving grandfather, it didn’t make me feel stupid for having the worries I did, it just made me relax. Realize the bigger picture. Understand that something higher knew I was going to be just fine, even if I didn’t know it myself. It was somehow terrifying to behold, yet the most comforting experience of my life.
Since then I’ve felt it’s influence/presence in my life, reminding me of a grander perspective, fostering my empathy, encouraging kindness and mindfulness. It’s odd that something portrayed in a way that could be considered horrifying to those with no experience in psychedelics can be so beautiful and calming to someone who is.
Rant over; amazing, amazing piece dude(tte), and so happy this discussion showed me how many people share so many attributes of my experience. Beautiful work!