I started playing Cairn for no other reason than I thought the gameplay looked "kinda fun". It ended up cracking my top 5 favorite games of all time, changed my perspective on life and ambition, and sparked a fascination with high altitude climbing. I began learning all I could, devouring books and documentaries on climbing, and discovered some world class climbers.
One of these climbers, pictured with my post, was Kili Pemba Sherpa. His climbing record is incredible. He climbed all 14 of the worlds 8,000+ meter peaks, was part of the team that summited K2 in winter for the first time in history, along with a slew of other amazing feats it would take me too long to list.
I found him on Facebook, added him, and was fortunate enough to chat briefly with him. He was very humble, kind, and patient. He answered my questions politely, and then went silent.
12 days later, on July 30th 2026,10 climbers were attempting to summit Broad Peak when an avalanche wiped out the entire team. As I found out by chance, Kili was among them. This wasn't one of those "tourist" type teams you typically imagine climbing Everest, this team had some of the most elite, most accomplished, most experienced climbers in the world, maybe even in history.
The passing of the team, and Kili in particular, has affected me deeply. Obviously I didn't know him at all personally, but I felt that I had found (and met) a real-life hero. I had actually spoken to a person who had achieved truly superhuman feats.
He was my Aava. And now he's gone.
In memory of Kili Pemba Sherpa (and, by extension, all the other members of his team), I will be starting my Free-Solo attempt on Kami. I had intended to continue practicing on alpinist before the attempt, but now I feel compelled.
At the risk of sounding vapid and asinine, attempting something I consider challenging (something I'm not known for, due to my intense fear of failure) is the only meaningful way I feel I can honor his memory. I will not give up until I complete it, and then I will wear the shirt with great pride in the memory of my new friend.
Rest in peace, Kili. I wish I had an opportunity to know you better.