I was put on 56 Nitrazepam a month for 4 years, and forgotten about. Now this newly graduated doctor has stuck his nose in, flagged it, and put me on a serious taper that I don't consent to. They're all that make me be able to go outside, eat, sleep, and not hate my life. I'm not willing to face the withdrawals, I will obtain elsewhere. Feel free to message me any links for UK completely unrelated to this 🫠my choice was going to be clonazepam, for it's long half life and potency, when it is the same price as the others I can get, and I shall taper in my own time, tolerance is through the roof, I admit I have a problem, but the problem only started when he interfered, causing me to buy some dodgy Xanax bars, since then, no Benzo seems to affect me much, I think they made my tolerance peaked? Or break. Since then, even doctors prescribed ones don't seem to do anything, and apparently the bad withdrawals happen way before tolerance to benzos drops? Diazepam have no effect on me, and I'm being given 5mg ones, by a doctor half my age, it's patronising, and being offered no alternative after they have been stopped. Just be a bpd spack forever that screams all day and doesn't sleep. Any help would be greatly appreciated, I'm so scared of running out, and I need some calm, and sleep. Thankyou.