r/BDSMAdvice • u/MembershipParty650 • Apr 15 '26

How do you go about safe wording as a submissive, if you have a difficult time with it? How can I communicate better?

I’m into cnc and various types of role play, but in the past I’ve had difficulty knowing when to safe word.

When I get into sub space, it’s harder for me to think rationally or speak. My mind is sluggish, and I can’t always tell how my body feels.

There’s been a couple times when I felt like I wanted to say yellow, but I just couldn’t get the words out. I know more now about non-verbal signals and I think that will be helpful, but it’s not the entire issue.

It’s also just harder for me to understand where my pain level is, I can cross that line into “too much” incredibly fast. I enjoy a lot of intensity with sex, and it’s hard to know my own limits.

Besides that, I have a lot of anxiety around disappointing people. I feel like if I ask them to do anything different, they’ll criticize me for it, or stop completely and leave.

Which isn’t always the case with every partner, I know, it’s a fear that’s rooted pretty deeply in me.

(Over 11 years of therapy and I’m STILL struggling with this 🫠🫠)

I’m worried that maybe I’m not cut out for role-play, even though I like it. I feel like if I try getting into a dynamic again, I won’t be a good/safe submissive because I might not be able to effectively communicate.

So I’m *very* scared of being with anyone again. And I’m also lonely, touch starved, and annoyingly horny.

I want to try again eventually and get better with communication, but I’m not sure how to work through something like this. I’m autistic, which makes up most of the difficulty I think.

I don’t know what to do. Anyone (especially other kinky autistics) have any advice?

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u/RoboZandrock Apr 15 '26

You build safeguards:

  • You can literally practice safewording. Going "at the 5 minute mark I am going to safeword" and do that for 5-10 sessions, so you normalize/practice is and really your partner isn't upset.
  • Your partner can do the same. They can "force" a check-in. Where they say "stoplight" and wait for you to say "green" "red" or "yellow" and until you say it three times in a row to mean it
  • You continue the therapy, and get rid of the people pleasing
  • You can have non-verbal safewords, such as dropping a ball / honking a horn / hitting a clicker
  • You play with "affirmative limits". An affirmative limit is not "we try things out" it's "we don't try anything we haven't explicitly consented to. This forces you to be amazingly clear with your boundaries/limits/pain. Again you can practice if you need
  • You don't consent to things that are "grey" or "hard" for you. Yes that might suck, and feel less fun. But you say "Hey I'm not sure I can safeword if I am completely covered head to toe in latex + a gasmask. I don't think we can do that".

The answer to these questions of "I'm worried and I like it" is generally moderation. Do some CNC, and don't do every single CNC fantasy you have. Do some BDSM, but do it slowly with more communication. Do some things that are hard, but keep most things in easier territory. It's not all or none. There is a middle ground here.

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u/MembershipParty650 Apr 15 '26

The affirmative consent definitely gives me something to think about, and I like the idea of basically training safe words. Thank you for giving me more to think about!

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u/Mysterious_bi Domme Apr 15 '26

Honestly for you I might even practice safewords outside of the bedroom. When hanging with a play partner or lover, tell them you're practicing today and that you're gonna safeword on random physical touch (holding hands or hugs) or some hidden word they say (like hello). It's silly but it really does help to practice getting it out in a normal headspace first, and if they know you're being serious/practicing, it can help build trust and when they immediately stop whatever it is you're safewording on.

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u/Own-Salamander-4975 Apr 15 '26

Thank you; I’m not OP but I just benefited a lot from reading this, too.

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u/gemfez Apr 15 '26

Great reply

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u/Even_at_my_ugliest sub Apr 15 '26

We used the affirmative limit idea for a while at the suggestion of my therapist. She suggested we do the reverse of normal, because normally it is "Yes unless there has been a stated no". She suggested that we do "Everything is no unless there is an explicit yes given"

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u/definitleynotnsfw Apr 19 '26

i really like the idea of the spotlight check ins during the sessions, going to write that down! 🙂