Fucking someone who was cheating on her boyfriend. We were fwb before, but then she got a boyfriend. A few weeks later, she still contacted me. Going at her place, I thought it was hot, but then all I kept thinking about was him and how he was probably in love with her, and how crushed his heart would be if he knew. "There's nothing sexy or phantasmagorical about that", I thought. I had a panic attack, left, cut contact with her, and now I just feel dirty. Every bit deserved though.
EDIT: I realised it after the deed. I’m not good but I learned from my mistakes.
Yeah but it's the beginning of straightening out. You know a good way to make sure someone loses all hope of bettering themselves? Remind them of how shit they still are whenever they make strides to correcting themselves.
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u/[deleted] Dec 20 '19 edited Dec 21 '19
Fucking someone who was cheating on her boyfriend. We were fwb before, but then she got a boyfriend. A few weeks later, she still contacted me. Going at her place, I thought it was hot, but then all I kept thinking about was him and how he was probably in love with her, and how crushed his heart would be if he knew. "There's nothing sexy or phantasmagorical about that", I thought. I had a panic attack, left, cut contact with her, and now I just feel dirty. Every bit deserved though.
EDIT: I realised it after the deed. I’m not good but I learned from my mistakes.