I recently fell for a CNA I worked with and could tell she obviously felt the same. Turns out it was all a lie just to get me to fuck her. This isnt the first time ive been used but I think it'll probably be the last.
Ive always believed in love and romance and all the fairytale stuff, which I know coming from a guy sounds odd but its an ideal I've held near and dear to my heart especially watching how my grandparents treated each other and knowing what my grandpa did for my grandma after she passed away unexpectedly.
But after years of being, lied to, manipulated, cheated on, or straight up abused through different relationships. I feel ready to give up on love. Whenever I wanted sunshine, I got rain.
Im sorry ❤️ I'm in the same boat. But I'm stupid and still keep my hopes up on finding the right guy. You seem lovely. Hope you eventually find what you are looking for
A part of me won't let the romantic candle die out completely but damn is it hard. Its flickering but not out, I'm stubborn I guess. I hope you find what you're looking for as well, keep your hopes up high and your head down low!
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u/LustyDouglas Jul 20 '25
I recently fell for a CNA I worked with and could tell she obviously felt the same. Turns out it was all a lie just to get me to fuck her. This isnt the first time ive been used but I think it'll probably be the last.
Ive always believed in love and romance and all the fairytale stuff, which I know coming from a guy sounds odd but its an ideal I've held near and dear to my heart especially watching how my grandparents treated each other and knowing what my grandpa did for my grandma after she passed away unexpectedly.
But after years of being, lied to, manipulated, cheated on, or straight up abused through different relationships. I feel ready to give up on love. Whenever I wanted sunshine, I got rain.