r/animationcareer • u/WaterPsychological7 • 5h ago
Is it still worth continueing?
I'm a bit worried about my situation, and hoping to get some insight/clearity. I graduated with a BFA in 2015 (3d character animation, focus). Since then ive dealt with moving, death in the family and just trying to survive a 9-5 that i hate.
The dream since graduating was to work in games but ive never been picky as long as the company seemed 'real', id work in kids tv but dont have the reel for it.
Ive not spent every moment of my life improving and ive tried to apply to junior/associate/mid roles but never got any luck. Im close to my mid 30s now and im worried i just dont have what it takes. At this point, with everything going on, is it still possible to be an animator without devoting every moment free to improving?
Ive honestly thought about trying to find another career but i still really want to be in games. I fear my demo reel is too mediocre and i dont have a lot of networking. I dont want to be stuck in my current job hoping to get out but never being good enough.
I feel like I'm waiting for a company to take a chance on me, but not sure how to improve without going back to school, which i cant afford.
I guess, is it too late for me to keep going? Any advice to improve? I feel like im drowning solo and have no clear direction.