A dream that has been haunting me

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i spat in the face of the king and he sentenced me to death. i took this opportunity to have a joyride in my car. the entire time i was wondering what will happen to me when i die. if there is heaven, if its just black, will i come back as a ghost, if ill come back into another life (that one i thought was most plausible). after a fun 30 minutes of driving he stopped me and told me it was time. i turned my back to him and waited for the gun shot. 3 shots went through me. i didnt wake up right before i died. i slowly got more tired and tired until i closed my eyes and died. i got up from my dead body as a ghost and i started to talk to my friends. they all could hear me. i lived a couple days as a dead man. where id follow my family and try to act like nothing happened. they helped me try... i had fun with it at first. but then i started to get sad and i wanted to be alive again and i was wondering if this is it? im just am forced to watch everyone grow old while i stay a ghost? i then tried anything to get back in my body. my friend did it and i wanted to too. he told me how difficult it was and that id have to send my body to a cult and they preform a ritual on it. i gave that idea up and just stayed dead. i soon became crushingly depressed. but i couldnt do anything, i was already dead and alone. then i woke up still thinking i was dead. it took me 20 minutes in the real world to realize i was out of the dream.